my daily nonsense

2011-10-02T04:42:00.004+08:00

Put the links for my friend's blogs back at the side again.. Found out that without it, I dont visit my friends blog anymore. LOL. And I wonder just how many people is still viewing this blog. Hmmm...

Anyway, not only my blog is dead recently.. A few of my friend's blog is just as dead as mine =.= Who will still bother to blog when there's twitter? Hahas.

Blogging at wee hours because I haven sleep yet. Forcing myself to do some work but apparently all my motivation is gone to who knows where.. Felt really sick just now when I'm trying to do my work. Like I cant breathe or something.. Suffocating probably because I closed my windows and door resulting in the lack of air =.= In the end, I just roam around the house until I feel much better. And my mood for work is all gone when I came back. Tsk. Shall stop grumbling and force myself to do my work again =(

Oh ya, I really feel like keeping hamsters again but I'm so afraid that the same thing is gonna happen again. What should I do?? I love hamsters sooo much! =(

Isnt it just cute?

2011-08-10T00:42:00.005+08:00

Havent update for 6 months! Think I'm seriously too lazy to update. But a few people were "complaining" after I closed my blog. So I reopened it! Thought people will sian when they visit my blog and saw that I keep never update it. Supposed that it will be better if I close my blog and wait till I have the mood to blog again, I will open it... But seems like people prefer seeing a dead blog than a closed one. So I will try to update a little little bit more? LOL. Thanks for the support though!

And and and.... Although I'm almost 1 hour late, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! ♥♥♥

Since this is a patronising update, shall post some photos in case you havent seen it in FB. :D

fyi, I started wearing contacts months ago.. Though I think everyone already knows that.

seldom take pictures with my cousin. The photo always turn out to be not that nice. Guess we're just not good with the camera. Dont know how to zi lian. LOL. But this photo turn out to be not bad :D

Think photo was like monthss ago. Probably during May. =.=

My expression look damn weird! Still not prepared for the camera!

The card (or whatever you call it) that we signed for Jennifer's baby shower. Had fun that day! ^^

2011-02-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

Think it's time for me to update my blog. New post here! Dont go to the next blog yet!! lols. But I have to admit I'm still quite busy now. Having exam a few days later and after that I have to start working. busy busy busy~! What's worse is I have to work the whole of my holiday!

Cant think of anything to blog about. =.= oh right, I haven blog about CNY and my friend's birthday which is like a month ago! Too lazy to ps photos now and my pictures are everywhere... Shall just save them from facebook! Tada~~~!

Dont understand why the photos size are so freaking huge! Anyway, went to kbox at scape and we only paid $1! Happen to have $6 nett and my friend have $20 voucher! $.$

We designed this cake on our own. And the chocolate frosting taste damn nice. Poh guek took the whole thing away and ate finish it =.=

Not our fault that poh guek's head got cut off. She took the photo on her own! LOL

Birthday girl with her cake. Tried to play some birthday song but there's like so many there! In the end, I think I played the wrong version =.=

That's about all. Too lazy to transfer photos from my phone. Actually I dont think I took any photo for CNY =( Really like the 2 dress I wore. Wait for my next update for more photos!

2011-02-02T18:44:00.003+08:00

Super short update! It's Chinese New Year eve today and I'll be busy doing my assignment for this whole week! No new year mood at all! Failed my java assignment the previous time. If I fail this again, I'm gonna fail this module =( (CHOI CHOI CHOI! *TOUCH WOOD*)! So I'm gonna try everything I can to pass this assignment. Wish me luck! And Happy Chinese New Year to everyone. Hope you all get a lot of ang paos with a lot $$$ inside! :D

2011-01-16T13:57:00.008+08:00

Trying to update at least once a week.. Shall try to keep this a happy post although a lot of things is happening recently. I dont think people like to read it when everything's sad. I like to read happy things! :D So, as promised.. I'm gonne upload pictures!

Look super white in this photo =.=

If you ever see me in this position again, I can be 100% sure this photo is taken by sheena! She's like always trying to take picture of everyone. LOL

From the side view taken by Pei Qi.. I look like a ghost who've just crawled out of the TV. Zzz

Went to attend Final Year Project(FYP) talk during the HOLIDAYS! Seriously, my school should've choose a better date!

Deliberately comb my fringe to be like bangs because it is super short now.. Shu Zhen and my cousin said it is nice.. (Only because I look like a 5 years old kid with this hairstyle =.=)

Went to eat at Ichiban at Causeway point. We waited 30mins, for this meal! I'm becoming more and more patient! Fyi, I hate to queue up for food!

Potato croquette! My favourite. A MUST ORDER at Ichiban! (Y)

Random pictures below~~~

This is what I do when it is exam period! Save paper and ink! And I always use my phone to read it on the way to school. Sooooo much lighter than textbook. You should try it too! LOL

This is the wedding cake for one of the wedding dinner I've attended. Unique isn't it? :D

Pei Qi's Sony Ericsson walkman spectacles! LOL.. Nah.. JK! It's just that the logo is so similar to Sony Ericsson's walkman series phone.

Got bored while waiting for our food to arrive. Everyone is short-sighted! Guess which one is mine?

When to eat Wendy's sometime ago.. Didnt really like it.. Price is a bit more ex than McDonalds.. Why dont they have mayonnaise? =(

Okay, here's all that I have for my picture post!

I'll be here for you whenever you need me...

2011-01-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

First week of school and I'm tired like hell everyday! Sleeping at super irregular timing nowadays.

Last time I had a reason to wake up at 10pm and online.. but not now anymore. And I'm soooo tired my eyes can hardly open! =.= Slept from evening till until 2 or 3am and online for idk what reason. Or maybe I'm just too hungry that I have to wake up and eat smth... And 2 hrs later, went back to sleep. Zzz wth is with my body clock???

Shall stop ranting, for now... Btw, the books I ordered online arrived! Books by Low Kay Hwa.

I've read [I Believe You] years back and I think it's really touching. The books are really quite thin and can read finish it within hours. It's a miracle I finish reading it because I dont like to read story books in the past.. (Only started reading story books after my cousin introduced Twilight to me.) And so now I'm reading [To Forget You]..

Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why can’t they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.

Because when I decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that I once heard, a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.

Some of the parts really describes how I feel.. Especially when the guy refuse to tell the girl the reason of the breakup and just tell her to forget about her.. I keep wondering over this phrase... "As long as there is love, there is still hope." So is there still love now? Sometimes it's just too complicated that I really dont understand. And I know even if I ask.. I wont get the answer..

www.goodybooks.com

You can click on the link to read more of other Low Kay Hwa's book...

In kind of a dilemma right now.. I'm really tired of being the answer key to all your question. You didnt even bother to find out the answers on your own and just ask me for the answer. I dont like to tell everyone about our problem but I have nowhere else to express my thoughts. I know how disappointing it is to just give up on someone because you're tired.. So I'm not going to do that. Just wanna say out my feelings, somewhere...

I promise to upload pictures for my next update! Will be busy doing projects for the next few weeks.. School isnt that bad actually, keeps me busy so I wont go crazy thinking.. Just that during the 2 hours travelling time, I can really go crazy! =.=

2010-12-30T23:19:00.009+08:00

Last day of the year which is also my mum's birthday =.= and I think I should blog something at least? =.= 2010 really passed by very fast. But at least I learnt something new this year and maybe I'm a bit more mature? I remember at the starting of the year I was still very emo. There's a lot of things that I cant bring myself to let go off.

And I met someone special. Although it didnt even last for one year which I hope it would, but I'm still glad I met you.I remember I made some new year resolutions last year. Shall see if I've accomplish them ^^

1. Dont ever get upset over the same things over and over again!

People carry on with their lifes and so must I..

DONT GET STUCK IN THE PAST ANYMORE! IT'S OVER ALREADY!

I guess I'm not that sad over this thing now. Not many people know what is that thing that I'm talking about. I remember someone asking me why I always cry... and I told him the reason. I never expect myself to trust someone so much. Especially someone I've just met for weeks. Wonder if he still remembers the reason?

2. Please please please try to study as hard as I can..

I wonder if I've really tried hard enough.. I'm always hard working before MST.. but after that, the things we learnt are harder and my determination is not that strong anymore. and when End of module test comes, I couldnt do as well as I did for MST. And I knew I deserved it. Serves me right for not studying hard enough. Haiz~!

3. Stop being so lazy!! Clean my room and throw away all those sec school books that i dont need!

Regarding this matter.. There's actually still a lot of sec sch books in my cupboard =.= so I dont thing I've accomplish this. Zzz

4. Be more outgoing!

Not this too. I just dont talk much to people. Never know what to talk about. Zzz. Maybe I should ask Shuzhen how she can always crap so much with other people? LOL

5. lols.. 4 doesnt look like a good number to me.. shall add one more.. but idk wat to write le?

hmmmmmmmmmmmm..... maybe wish that i can meet that special someone in my life? i know it kinda sounds dumb! LOL

This resolution is super lame =.= Like I said, I've met someone special. But that person is not in my life anymore. But I dont blame him for anything that he does. At least the first few months was happy.. He always try to cheer me up when I'm unhappy.. But then things started to change as time goes by.. I guess there's no reason for this kind of thing. If it's not meant to be, it will end someday. Although the ending wasnt really a good one. Maybe I was just angry thats why I said those words.. But not now anymore. Hope that maybe someday we can still chat normally like friends.... But I guess that person wont be reading my blog anymore. All the best..

And ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :DD

2010-12-16T23:42:00.010+08:00

This will be a blog post with a lot of feelings... No pictures, just words..

Had a celebration dinner for my grandmother just now because it's her birthday. I felt like I didnt actually take a close look at her for a very long time. She aged a lot. She cant even walk without a walking stick and her hands are always trembling... She looks so weak to me. I really feel guilty that I didnt visit her often during the weekends. I feel that our family is not giving her enough. It's always the maid taking care of her and just what are we doing? What's the use of giving her Brand's essence and money everytime? I think she will be more happy if we show her our care and concern. Haiz..

I know time waits for no man.. I trying to treasure whatever that I have so that I wont regret when I lose it. Life is short and human beings are so fragile. You never know what's gonna happen the next day. I fear as time pass by because I know people around me are gonna leave one by one. That's why I'm really sad whenever a relative passes away. It's like a reminder to me that I should treasure everyone around me before it's too late.

Just like that.. 11 months passed by. 16 and 26 was once special numbers to me. I guess I will always remember it. Always counting after every month pass by.

2010-12-14T01:37:00.007+08:00

Feel lazy to blog again. Last week was exam week. Thus, I was trying to study... So no update last week :D Anyway, it's finally holiday for me! Super duper happy. I've been hoping for this day to come since the first day of school. Shall stay home and nua for my holidays! LOL. Of course, there's 2 other reasons too..

First, I no $$$ already la =x spent my savings when I brought my mum out recently cause of her birthday. Actually I didnt do much also. At least I'm willing to spend almost all my savings just on her birthday! I'm a filial child ^^

Second... Blame it on all the teenage stabbing case recently.. Most importantly, Yishun's stabbing case! If you've been a frog in a well, here's more information about it =.=

CLICK HERE

And from the title you can already know the youngest youth that got caught is only 13. .....??!!

That means he's just secondary one! Dont know wth is he thinking. And hacking people just cause of a mobile phone?? So you can never underestimate kids nowadays... Zzz

Enough of the stabbing case.. Was visiting one-of-the-blogger-that-I-followed-on-twitter's blog and I was super shock to see my cousin's photo inside!

There's actually 2 of my cousin inside(I think). And super shock to see them together!

Shall not say which two are my cousin. Go guess on your own ^^

So I got curious and went to check FB(a bit bo liao, nothing to do plus a bit kpo. LOL)

But I found out another thing...! My cousin's actually a friend of my classmate on FB =.=

I guess Singapore is really small.. Seems like everyone knows each other. Zzz

Seriously hoping that words will not spread and my cousin wont find out I'm actually blogging about this. Shhhh~!

Okay, typed a lot of nonsense tonight. So do you prefer me to type a lot or post pictures? Your comment(s) is needed! :D

2010-12-03T12:39:00.008+08:00

Like I promised, I'm updating my blog again! See? It's another post within ONE week! Good improvement. LOL! Went to watch Tangled(Disney's Rapunzel) ytd and I really ♥♥♥ the movie! :D was super happy after that.... But went home straight after the movie =.=
only because there's school today. In the end, I skipped school today! Anyway, I've been skipping a lot of classes lately~

Here's the trailer~! I think it's quite funny and my friends said the movie was nice ^^

Watched the movie in 3d.. super nice experience!

okay, enough of my new ♥.... Helped shu zhen create her FAM blog some time ago but i think it is not that nicely done.. if you wanna see how it looks...

CLICK HERE

I think only people who plays AuditionSEA will be interested though. lols. I'm gonna edit it during the holiday.. If you notice, I spelled the banner's "NotAvailable" wrongly. It should be il and not li. I always spell available wrongly anyway =.=

dont know what else to update about. Shall go and study for my exams now. Good luck to all those who are gonna have exams too~!

2010-11-27T21:51:00.009+08:00

I'm officially declaring I'm gonna revive my blog. LOL.

My readers, come back please~ =x

Motivated to blog more because I wanna earn $$$.

Please help me to click on the advertisement by nuffang on the left everytime u visit =x

In case, you're wondering what I've been doing recently..

Attending school! =.= and of course doing assignments and hw. Super busy this week and I

havent gone out with friends for weeks. T.T

Doing my java assignment now and I still got 2 more presentation to prepare.

Exams are coming too~! That's how busy I AM!

Enough of the crapping. Here's something interesting I wanna share :D

Did you know that there's actually square watermelons?

square melons are easier to store and basically when they plant it, they plant it inside a square box so it take the shape of the box

If they sell this during valentine's day I think a lot of people are gonna buy it? LOL. Although it's weird to give someone watermelon during valentine.

Enough of watermelons.. I mention on my twitter that I've been playing Plant vs. Zombie some time ago. I think it's really nice :D but I got tired of it now. Cause I already got the gold trophy and played the whole game twice. =.= Here's a snapshot of the game.. You just have to get sunlight and plant the plants to fight the zombies!

To end the post, here's another cute picture of my cousin's baby! <3!

2010-10-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

Not much time to update now. Just a short post before I go and do my work.

Guess u all will know why I set the date in oct =.= and it's like nov 13

New sch sem started and it's quite stress. Mainly because my elective is financial mangement. Sort of like account.. There's just too many terms which I'm new to... And I'm the group leader! It's like everyone is depending on me. Super stress! I'm expecting more from myself also.. So I'm gg to work harder and improve my results! Shall not rant here anymore.

I think most of my friends know what I've been doing recently since a lot of them created twitter. After I've been using it like a lot of friends influenced by me then also created a twitter acc ^^ I'm spamming twitter everyday and there's also some photo on fb for more info :D

Went to my cousin's baby's full month celebration today. She's damn cute! Her name is Claudia :D

Giving Shu Zhen mian zi so I'm uploading these pics also. LOL

Her 18th birthday celebration on 16th oct..

with shu zhen and my cousin. Hope we can go out again ^^

went to aston to eat with friends.

Lazy to upload other pics =x shall try to update soon. It wont be more than a month unless smth happen ^^

Idk why this kind of thing always happen to my family.. Will be praying for my uncle.. Hope he recover soon..

2010-09-30T01:33:00.001+08:00

Haven update for more than a month! =.=

my blog's soooooo dead officially!

update with a quiz or whatever u call it first.

but shall date it at September since I dont have any post that month :D

Answer True or False.

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? False

Q: Been arrested? False

Q: Do you like someone? ~~~

Q: Held a snake? False

Q: Been suspended from school? False

Q: Sang karaoke? zzzz. duh~!

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True

Q: Laughed until you started crying? Dont rem

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False

Q: Kissed in the rain? False

Q: Sang in the shower? Super long time ago..

Q: Sat on a roof top? False

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False

Q: Broken a bone? False

Q: Shaved your head? False. over my dead body! lols

Q: Played a prank on someone? hmmm...?

Q: Shot a gun? False

Q: Donated Blood? False

Just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON:

1. You hung out with? Cousin?

2. You texted? *ahem ahem*

3. You were in a car with? With my family

4. Went to the movies with? Erm.. Peiqi, jeslin and alvin...

5. Person you went to shop with? Dont rem

6. You talked on the phone? Mum

7. Made you laugh? Dont rem~

8. You hugged? Dont rem...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon? Moon

2. Winter or Fall? Winter

3. Left or Right? Right

4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy

5. Where do you live? Singapore

6. Club or pub? o.o? What's the difference? lols

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Hmm.. I dont know =.=

8. Do you want to get married? Depends..

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Dont like spaghetti. zzz

10. What time is it? 1.22am

11. Are you afraid of commitment? dont know?

12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Everyone around me to be happy and healthy ^^

13. Do you cook? Only know how to cook simple simple things. lols

14. Current mood? Bored!!!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU.

1. Kissed someone? no

2. Sang? think so?

3. Listened to music? of course!

4. Danced? nope

5. Cried? Hmm....?

6. Liked someone you can't? maybe? who knows? lols

FIRST

1.Who was your first prom date? dont have~

2. Who was your first roommate? my parents? LOL?

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? nv drunk before

4. What was your first car? mini toy car =x

5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Haiz~ Think it's my grandpa's..

6. Who was your first grade teacher? I still rem her name! But idk how to spell. LOL

7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Thailand. I wanna go Japan~! ♥♥♥

8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? myself? alone =x

9. Who was your first Best Friend? Hmm.. Maybe it's mun ling? but we dont talk now. zzz

10. Who is your best friend? lols.. a lot to name. Anyway, they will know that they're in my list :DD

11. Where was your first sleepover? cousin's house. ^^

12. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? No one. Better to keep it to myself =.=

13. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? My cousin's! ♥

14. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? It's already 7pm when I woke up. Not morning at all. Zzz!

15. First tattoo or piercing? erm.. pierce my ear hole? super long ago

16. First celebrity crush? shld be 5566. LOL. !

17. First crush? That's a secret ^^

18. First stick of cigarette you've lighted: Never will

19.First hairstyle? mushroom head? hahaha!

20. First letter of the guy/girl you like/love: none?

Wonder why all quiz always ask the same questions. Ask something new please! =.=

2010-08-28T20:48:00.009+08:00

Another saturday... destroyed! They came to my house again on their own accord.

This is so damn irritating! What do they take my house as?

Just come and go as and when they like.

Wanted to do my work but now i cant concentrate anymore. !@#$%^&*

Gonna be very busy the next few days doing my assignment and preparing for exam.

Didnt blog recently cause i seriously dont have the mood to do so.

Not that my mood is super good now.. Just that i dont know what else to do.

Shall upload some photos taken during my secondary school alumni gathering.

Think there's another one on september. Not sure if i'm going yet.

Saw this piece of paper outside the library. That means students

can use their phone now in the canteen! Why didnt

I get this kind of treatment last time? Zzz.

I like this photo! ^^

caught playing ipod =x

idk why they put this thing at the school's corridor. =.=

Idk who took this photo of me..

but i guess it must be sheena.. =.=

I was actually arranging the books on the shelf.. Zzz

This might sound ridiculous.. But i kinda miss the toilet =x

though it looks like crap now...

我在等一个人，在等我的永恒。。。告诉我爱不单行，别害怕。。

2010-07-15T15:13:00.006+08:00

okay, since my "stalker" keep asking me to update, i shall update a short post ^^

currently, SZ is at my house again! LOL. i think it's e third time le?

idk y she like to come my house also. last time ah grace like to come my house also =DD

anyway, haven been meeting sec sch friends lately. MISS THEM A LOT!! ♥♥♥

next week is WY's birthday hope we can meet soon! :D

here's some random pics...

went to cousin's house last weekend and saw her new laptop. Damn chio sia~! ♥

so envious. lols. i also want a white laptop! rather than this dull black one :(

here's smth super random ^^. everytime when i sit on a bus and

there's a ticket like e one shown above...

then I'll fold it into a heart shape ♥

and...

put it right back in! LOL. nth better to do~

so next time if u see a heart shape like this maybe i've been on that bus b4 wor. ^^

e pepper lunch i ate with SZ!

lols. seriously dont know wat to upload anymore. cya soon!

2010-07-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

haiz. am i too paranoid? i dont even know wat is wrong now and i just started crying.

my grandma went into hospital last night. she gg to be just fine right?

i shld just stop imagining things and dont worry too much!

after e 2 incidents i think i am really afraid of e hospital. especially TTSH!

can someone tell me she's gg to be fine? T.T

2010-07-02T22:26:00.007+08:00

yoyo~! I'm back after dont know how many weeks of disappearing =.=

didnt manage to upload last week =x

so here's some pictures i agreed to share ^^

went out with cousin on dont know when? wanted to eat sakae sushi buffet. but weekend dont have =( so in e end we ate teppanyaki. not bad actually.

went to sembawang's sakae. e ambience there not bad actually. very few pple were there that day (Y)

this is what our meal looks like on e menu.

and this is what actually came to us. looks like my salmon and prawn totally shrinks in size~!

hmm.. went out to causeway last sat to celebrate PG's belated birthday!

first time eating jack's place. and we keep walking around spending a lot of time there. I think a lot of pple were actually staring at us? hahas =x

went to SZ house to slack during e holidays! :DD

finally finally met up with SJ after soo long~!

went to tiong bahru to slack after that. totally exhausted!

9 plus then went home. and it took me damn long to reach home. luckily I didnt

have to take mrt back =.=

Btw, i created an twitter account weeks ago! maybe I'll put it up at my sidebar when I have e time ^^

hmm.. can click HERE to go to my twitter profile ^^

Anyway, here's e note PQ tagged me on FB. shall do it here. I'm not tagging anyone.

Feel free to do it if u like ^^

100 truths about me.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged means "I'm interested in knowing what are your 100 truths"

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: iSport?
2. Last phone call: SZ
3. Last text message: cousin
4. Last song you listened to: 我愛他-丁噹
5. Last time you cried: a few nights ago?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: o.0?

7. Been cheated on: hmm.. not sure

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: =.=? no la

9. Lost someone special: yes!

10. Been depressed: definitely

11. Been drunk and threw up: never been drunk before

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. pink

13. white

14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yes!

16. Fallen out of love: hmm.....

17. Laughed until you cried: nope

18. Met someone who changed you: erm think so...

19. Found out who your true friends were: o.0

20. Found out someone was talking about you: erm....??

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hahahahah....!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them? not didnt really talk much to some.

23. How many kids do you want: dont know la =.=

24. Do you have any pets: used to.. T.T

25. Do you want to change your name: erm not really maybe wanted to add a english name to it.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: went to eat pizzahut with friends ^^

27. What time did you wake up today: 5 plus? yawnzzz~!

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: doing work and a lot of other rubbish. LOL

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: poly life to end..! :DDD

30. Last time you saw your Mother: just before she went to sleep? zzz

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: study harder and get better results

32. What are you listening to right now: 我愛他-丁噹

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: no one.

35. Most visited webpage: FB, twitter, youtube

36. Whats your real name: GuiYan? =.=

37. Nicknames: hahas. got a whole list actually. =x

38. Relationship Status: single

39. Zodiac sign: monkey

40. Male or female: female

41. Primary School: Jiemin Primary School

42. Secondary School: Northland Secondary School

43. High school/college: Singapore Polytechnic

44. Hair colour: black

45. Long or short:long?

46. Height: super short la. =.=

47. Do you have a crush on someone: hmm....?

48: What do you like about yourself: no clue at all =.=

49. Piercings: 1 on each ear

50. Tattoos: none

51. Righty or lefty: right

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: no

53. First piercing: when i was really young? i dont even rem now

54. First best friend: o.0 got quite a few sia =x

55. First sport you joined: i think dont have LOL

56. First vacation: some where in msia when im young.

58. First pair of trainers: dont remember

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nth?

60. Drinking: =.=

61. I'm about to: finish this note~! !@#$%

62. Listening to: zzzzzz!!!

63. Waiting for: secret ^^

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids: dont know

65. Get married: dont know

66. Career: anything which can earn alot money! :D

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: =.=?

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship, there's nth nice about hook-up =.=

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!

77. Drank hard liquor: nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: think so?

79. Sex on first date: never! unless im mad

80. Broken someone's heart: think so? haiz...

82. Been arrested: nope

83. Turned someone down: erm......?

84. Cried when someone died: zzz. needless to say

85. Fallen for a friend: not very sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes? lols

87. Miracles: if they really happens

88. Love at first sight: dont know?

89. Heaven: I hope there really is one

90. Santa Claus: nope?

91. Kiss on the first date: ....

92. Angels: nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope

95. Did you sing today:nope

96. Ever cheated on somebody: nope

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: nursery... When she was still by my side everyday...

98. The moment you would choose to relive: o.0?

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: yes

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: no?

2010-06-18T00:43:00.004+08:00

zzz. just because i care i have to do everything?

all e rest just dont care and i am suppose to do everything?

sometimes i seriously hate group projects! !@#$%^

currently have mood swing. just wanna have a place to rant!

!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&!@#$%^&!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

damn irritated at everything! 2 of my projects have to be passed up by tmr.

i also wanna be e one who slack and just let everyone else do e work.

but i cant. i dont wanna flunk my results like what i did last year.

so i am trying harder now. so why isnt anyone willing to cooperate?

even 1 e-mail takes days to reply. why dont i just submit e work and leave out yr name?

maybe this is more fair! =.= but guess i wont do just a thing. zzz

maybe i wont be gg out ltr. so much work to do. dont know wat time then can sleep.

zzz. i will try to post a happier post next week ba.

currently too irritated and dont have e time to do it. cya~

2010-05-31T22:59:00.003+08:00

i seriously dont know wth is wrong with me this time.

maths has always been my best subject in poly.

but i got 3/15 in today's quiz. lowest in e class.

i didnt know it would affect me so much T.T

i tried.. but things just wont change. idk wat else to do anymore...

anyway, here's some of e quotes i like in one of nicole dryburgh's book.

"There are some things I'd like people to take from my story:

Never take anything for granted. When you next get up and walk to the kitchen

for something, remember I can't do that, along with every other disabled person.

Appreciate it.

When you're reading this book, remember I can't do that either.

I'll have to have it read to me.

When you look at photos of friends and family and at yourself in the mirror,

remember I can't to that either. I'll never know what a grown-up me looks like.

And when you breathe in and out, remember I can do that,

because I'm still here and fighting."

this sort of motivated me a little. but it's not true bout e last part anymore. haiz

2010-05-30T15:35:00.003+08:00

haiz. many things happened recently. not very good news though.

my uncle passed away recently... on a friday too.

it's like everything replayed. what happened 3 years ago.

his family was devastated. it's really saddening to see his body shutting down

and giving up day by day. everytime i visit him he just looks weaker and weaker.

i dont even dare to look at him anymore. how can someone change so drastically?

he was fine when i visited his house during CNY. and now he's dead..?

another sad news... e author of e book(Nicole Dryburgh) i am reading died recently too.

she's a deaf and blind young woman. she was diagnosed with a rare type of

cancer (peripheral nerve sheath tumour) and had a stroke, lost her sight due to lack of

oxygen to her brain, suffered nerve damage to her spineand is now disabled.

later on she had a small tumours in each ear causing her to be deaf in her left ear and

almost deaf in her right. she died on 16th may. i thought she will pull through but guess not.

my cousin friend's mum and my classmate's mum passed away very recently too.

my condolences to everyone. also, cousin's grandpa and shuzhen's grandma

landed in e hospital. hope they get well soon.

anyway, thanks to those who help me celebrated my birthday. really appreciate it.

not really in e mood to upload any pictures now. and happy belated birthday to

alvin and my cousin. actually i didnt want to go out when alvin asked me to celebrate his

belated birthday. but since i already promised him and this might be e only time he will

invite me? gotta go do my work now.. update some other time.

2010-05-05T13:17:00.004+08:00

okay, idk wat i bothered to blog again... but here's another new post..

currently having design appreciation, e elective i joined tgt with sz.

actually i'm not interested in arts. but just joined sz cause she wanted to.

haiz.. i really miss sj~! but i think her new class is not so good either.

sorry that i affected sz. everyday both of us just keep talking lesser and lesser.

and we dont go to foodcourt to eat anymore. like we are trapped in our own world =.=

and everytime we walk i also walk at e back =x

this is a bad habit of mine.. even my other friends and my mum also got angry. zzz

i dont like to lead e way.. and sometimes when u walk in a row u tend to block other pple's way..

so after a while i just walk at e back..

getting irritated recently too. everytime sz asked me smth i just get irritated.

zzz. idk y.. maybe i'm angry that she's not concentrating on e lecture?

anyway, think my mood is just not good recently ba..

still in holiday mood. totally no mood for school.

keep mood swing recently =.=

but i always try to talk to my friends when i am sad.

i will "yooo" to all my friends in msn then start chat with them.

so if i said yooo and said just saying hi.. probably i'm very sian or i'm getting sad =(

so must chat with me! LOL ^^

here's a quiz one of e lecturer asked us to do..

i think it's really true bout me.. LOL

think u can login fb and do e quiz on yr own too!

http://apps.facebook.com/eccomstyles/

ISFJ

The Nurturer

Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging

Quiet, kind, and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other's feelings. Interested in serving others

As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.

ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

2010-05-04T14:10:00.002+08:00

yoooooo! finally back after almost 2 months! LOL.

actually i'm having Game Development for WWW lesson now =.=

but i dont wish to listen to that teacher anymore. =x

thanks for all e tags and e constant reminder for me to update my blog. ^^

hmm... reason why i didnt blog for e past 2 months..?

was working at my aunt's office during e holidays

and then busy with school stuffs after sch started T.T

here's some random stuff that happened e past 2 months..

-changed my phone to sony ericsson satio! ^^

i've been waiting for ages to change my old phone. finally finally i got to change it!

wahahahas~!

-cut my fringe into bangs and i totally look like a gin na! zzz....

i keep telling my friends with my height and my stupid looking fringe i can just sneak back to my pri sch and no one will knows. lols

-celebrated peiqi and grace's birthday~! more 18th birthday coming up! =DD

that's about all? i dont rem wat else happened. lols

anyway, i really hate my report writing teacher!

we were late for our first lesson for 13 mins and she used e next damn freaking 35 mins

to tell us we have attitude problems just because we were late!

zzzz. and she barred us from wearing slippers and shorts to school! wth lor. TSK!

shall listen to my lesson now~

cya soon! (if i bother to blog again. lols)

2010-03-09T20:27:00.009+08:00

i'm finally here to upload this blog with damn lots of spider webs!

and thanks to those who SPAM my tagboard~

i updating already! LOL. damn lazy sia! !@#$%^&*(

anyway, this post shld be dedicated to my cousin ba ^^

was still happy i was one of e bridemaid!

i know this is already last year's thing =x

but i promised to upload pictures? o.0

but u wont see much of me inside. didnt take any picture. =DD

this is their story~ (copied from her facebook =x)

This is the story of how Zida and I got together.

The first time I saw him was in 1999. I was in Sec 3 and he was in Sec 5. He was in the canteen alone, reading Marianne Chong Geog book. I thought he was very 'bai chi', act hardworking. Didn't expect to develop a crush on him. So like what every teenage girl would do, I tracked down his name, class and minor details. Even tried to follow him home after school (Lost him halfway, guess I don't make a good PI...the follow and lost him incident became a recurring nightmare). I took it as a sign that we were not meant to be, but there were other signs which tell a different story.

It seemed like we were very fated.
-I was at the traffic light waiting for the green man, he was on his bicycle and stopped right in front of me
-I was in a shop and when I looked out, there he was, walking pass the shop
-I saw him when I was out with my frens...quite a few times. It was at Orchard and Suntec and according to him, he rarely go to town.
-For the past two years that I was in Yishun JC, I walked under his block everytime I went to school( Of cos I didn't know where he stays at that time)
-We sat for the SAT test together, in the same room at YJC.He was in Singapore Poly at that time.
All these incidents were special to me. But for him, he wasn't aware. He wasn't aware of my existence.

Then, there was the invention of Friendster. I chanced upon his profile while browsing through AISS group page. I added him, thinking that he would have a slight idea of who I am, keeping my finger crossed that he would accept my add. He did and that was it.

After so many crushes and no relationship that blossom out of them, I decided to take a back seat. Not be so pro-active and wait for whatever that comes my way. I wasn't prepared for what fate has arranged for me and was knocked head over heels.

He sent me a message on Friendster and asked me who I am. Apparently, I was wrong. He didn't know me and had accepted my add by mistake. From there, we started messaging online and smses. As I was having my Uni exams at that time, we agreed to meet after my exams.

But a chance encounter changed everything. I was rushing to my tuition job and was waiting for a cab. The moment I was at the taxi stand, a taxi stopped in front of me. How lucky! The passengers alighted and I couldn't believe my eyes. He was the passenger and the driver was his dad. We looked at each other, very shocked and dumbfounded. I was late so I quickly hopped into the cab. We arranged to meet up that evening.

Things went well with the meet-up. I gave him a photo of him and a teacher taken in 2000 during Teachers' Day im AISS. My frens and I were trying to snap a pic of him secretly at that time but we forgot to off the flash. He turned to us and got my fren to take a pic of him and a teacher( he knows my fren). I kept the pic as it was my camera. I had wanted to pass the pic to him on many occasions but I couldn't muster the courage to confess my feelings. However during the first official meet-up, I gave him the photo and told him everything.

All the incidents made him realize how fated we are and after 3 dates, we became a couple...till now.

picture of my cousin. It looked damn gorgeous! like some commercial photo. LOL

e flower all e bridemaid r suppose to tie on their hand.

please kindly wait for e next post ba~! =DD

i know i am so behind time.. but lazy to update more o.0

=DD

2010-02-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

trying to study DCS but i totally have no mood la~!

okay.. actually i am chatting with shu zhen on msn now.

my eyes almost pop out when she said e 2 sentence out.

i thought i hid my feelings well. =.=

i thought on one would have guessed it.

idk if that's e truth or i am just avoiding it along..

i wish my heart can talk and just tell me my feelings now. haiz!

i think it's quite scary also. i'm afraid history will happen again.

i've suffered for 5 years. that's long enough already.

i wont let myself fall into another one. not again.

孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚

2010-02-15T12:34:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo everyone! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~ =DD

lols.. some pple only wish me happy valentine's day

and expect me to wish them back.

but happy CNY better ma~ LOL.

a lot of pple complaining that valentine and Cny clash tgt

but actually i also dont really mind la.. anyway, whole day bai nian also sian.

went to attend friend's wedding =DD

totally love my dress yesterday. PINK colour! ^^

anyway, waiting for people to come my house.

hope i can hide in my room whole day~

dont wish to entertain pple lor.

maybe can do maths tutorial later. =DD

seriously no mood for CNY.. idk y~! haiz!

i just dont wish to wish u happy valentine. i dont want you to get e wrong idea~

2010-02-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

i just wish holiday can faster come!

but there's so much work to be done and exam to study for!

GRR! anyway, i must find job during e holidays!

currently like got 2 le o.0

maybe tutoring some pri sch kid maths and science

e other one is designing a webpage for a small company with friends

hope i can get to do both and earn $$$ =DD

and and today pq and grace came to my house ^^

was so happy they came! and is they volunteer to come de sia. LOL

ai ya.. idk wat to say le.. shall end here~!

jio me out during e holidays wor! ^^

2010-01-30T13:39:00.003+08:00

yoyo =DD lols. suddenly idk wat i wanna blog about?

zzz. still have tons of work for me to do but i did nth again~

LOL. like i care =x

anyway, my cousin spent $300 plus on faceshop! omg. envious sia!

at first i am e one interested in faceshop then intro to my cousin and friend.

in e end 2 of them like buy a lot more than me? hahas.

super good influence? ^^ have tons of things i need to b

uy too.

friend's wedding and CNY clothes all havent buy. TSK.

feel like staying at home to do work but no mood.

but dont even feel like gg out to buy stuffs! even worse.

haiz.. watever la.. ltr gg out with cousin le~

hope i will have some shou huo =))

Here's 2 pictures for u =DD

cousin's wedding ^^

jeslin's 18th birthday celebration ^^

2010-01-26T02:15:00.002+08:00

gg to sleep soon liao. blog a short post

just read through some of my past entries. now then i know that maybe something i typed

hurt someone. i was so reckless that time, anyhow type de..

wonder if that person did read. i hope not! LOL.

just now listen to When you're gone then "emo" a bit jiu okay le..

really sorry that i affected JM. i always dont think b4 i act.

so next time i am emo i will try not to show it or say it.

everytime affect pple de.. irritated!

but today at school very high lor. keep laugh like siao.

esp when shu jun showed me her class photo.

i know i very bad la.. but cant help laughing =.=

wanted to do hw de.. did a bit of DCS then nth le...!

shall find for motivation tmr AGAIN! =DD

2010-01-24T16:13:00.003+08:00

so many things to do today! @%#%$^

all is webpublishing hw! dont rem if got any others?

irritated! think i cant go out with cousin today le.. T.T

her belated celebration is sooooo belated lor =.=

anyway, went for jeslin's bir celebration ytd.

sorry for emo-ing there! dont know y i suddenly emo also =.=

like make so many pple pai seh also. everyone must hated me now.

but i also dont know them la.. LOL..

only that i nv give jeslin mian zi. PAI SEH! T.T

haiz.. too anti-social liao. zzz

btw, her condo is damn chio lor! =DD

a lot of Caucasian living there it seems.

haven get any photo yet. i owe so many photos sia.

wonder when will i ever upload it? march holidays? LOL.

saw a few sec sch de pple there e rest all dont know who lai de lor.

in e end went home with grace and alvin.

LUCKY he got talk to me lor! lols

if not i will be so pissed off by him. tsk!

talk to him in msn 3 times all one word ans!

say my timing not good =.=

might as well ask me see feng shui good ma. zz

so now i will wait for him to talk to me nia. dont want talk first liao.

sooooo we took cab home. then we 2 got down at yishun mrt and grace continue to cab home.

he dont want so early go home ma. so got down at yishun mrt~

super free de person~ then jiu walk me home like always.

and then i online play audi until 6 plus! must blame it on someone!

and also i big mouth go type 15 there!

played Y(80bpm)

wanted to get 15 hearts de.. then keep get 14.

finally pass le get 19! then he bu shuang want 20!

then jiu keep get 19 =.=

in e end finally get 21 hearts! my highest record! =DD

2010-01-24T01:54:00.002+08:00

@#%$#^$^$%@$!@$#^$^

currently irritated with myself le~ TSK!

everytime also cant help.

just wth can i do? damn useless can!

y dont i have e talent to comfort someone?

zz. irritated la! next post then update bout jes de bir...

2010-01-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

just reached home from bukit merah! LOL.

went to shu zhen's house~~

worried shu zhen and my mum cause i didnt listen to both their calls.

actually today decide to go out with shu zhen and shu jun to red hill's stadium to run.

but then we 3 toooo lazy le.. hahas.

so we intend to meet at 11 at bukit merah. but then......

sz and i overslept~ cause we both 3am then sleep last night. HAHAH

intended to cancel.. but then maybe gg sz house aft i take a nap.

so in e end. we chat and chat decided to go orchard to shop =.=

instead of doing hw~

i really hate to travel alone lor.. esp to e city! @$%#%#

lols.. then sz and sj must be on same train.

and both e train arrive at e same time

while i was waiting for e escalator after alighting, someone tap my shoulder!

lols.. sj was standing beside me! then aft that went out le saw sz there.. same timing arrive sia!

no one is late.. HAHA. but then we actually agree to arrive at 4~4.15

but everyone reach around 4.45? hahas.. already get use to it le

so after spending $5 on sushi we went to far east to shop~

but didnt but anything AGAIN! =.=

i cant afford to spend and sj is unwilling to spend..

sz wanna spend but nth caught her eye! HAHAH

spent a lot of food today nia. zzz

and i think i saw kairong at far east sia.. go everywhere also can see him de =.=

then we took 132 to bukit merah. we were eating e chicken all e way lor!

pass here and there. e lady in front kept looking at us! HAHA

and after getting pass e super heavy traffic, we went to her house.

i think eating dinner at her house is a very "scary" thing.

before i can eat anything my plate is already full liao le lor~

LOL.. they keep putting food in my bowl!

but then i only ate half of e rice sia.. so wasted! haiz..

aft that sj went for her church thing which is just opposite sz block

and i stayed there. a bit sian lor.. but then nvm la.. HAHA

help both of them pass their audition story mode and left at 10.30 pm

then we encountered this guy who had communication problem.

we wanted to go to seng kang but there was no direct bus.

then he walked around trying to ask pple for help.

i cursed myself for being not able to help him lor!

and some uncle said he can go clementi interchange to change bus.

we called his dad and i think its e correct way

in e end we did help him! =DD so happy i helped out somehow.

so my long awaited(20 mins) 855 finally came and boarded e bus~

e journey was damn long lor. ONE WHOLE HOUR!

lucky that when i reach yishun 800 just came.

dont dare to walk home at night alone lor.

and i saw this guy took 800 too! he was on 855 just now also.

wahahahas. i kept looking at him when i was on 855 lor =x

i dont think this is e first time i saw him ba.. like got see him on 800 b4

no wonder he look so familiar.

shall end here ba.. blabber a lott liao ^^

2010-01-14T00:59:00.001+08:00

lols! i cant do my work sia! KNS!

damn angry with my webpublishing teacher!

i cant activate my adobe lor.. then all e assignments i cant view!

cant do.. i ask her then she say keep try to activate? Wth?!

IDK WAT KIND OF ANS IS THAT! TSK!

ruin my mood to do hw sia! now i am too angry to do anything!

my adobe says too many activations lor.. i didnt even activate b4 la. zzz!

anyone know how to solve it?!

2010-01-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

hihi~ =DD now crapping with a lot of friends at msn! hahas

these few days keep crap with yu sheng also.. idk y he suddenly talk to me again. LOL

anyway, haven do much of my work sia.. no idea wat to do =.=

damn bored~! ai yo.. need do my community's reflection now!

damn damn short post? i have no idea y i wanna blog also =.=

2010-01-12T01:36:00.004+08:00

haiz.. regret my decision for not gg to my oral!

seriously regret it.. T.T

i'm glad my parents totally forgot they paid me money to take o level eng again.

seriously dont wanna disappoint them again.

knowing that my cousin's result is better my mum already grumble le!

really really wish i have e determination to study.

but i just dont know where to "get it"!! GRR.

i dont wish to disappoint anyone anymore. i just wish all my result is as good as my maths.

was so disappointed with my DCS result already.

even now i'm lazy to do my reflection! idk wat is wrong with me!

i see e qn i totally dont know wat to write?

Dear lord, PLEASE give me the determination to study!

know i shld'nt anyhow throw my temper.. haiz

after i got my result my whole clique totally gone quiet for e 2 whole lesson

all friends know i am devastated and dont dare to talk to me.

i know i shldnt do this kind of thing,

there are so many other pple gg through wat i've had a lot more worse

and they manage to hide their emotions so that they wont affect friends around them.

so i shall just stop posting all these sad sad post and work hard!!!

i shall try to work hard from now onwards!!

need to create so many webpage, so many presentation to do, so many projects to complete,

so many presents to buy, so many events coming up!!

gonna be super busy!

2010-01-11T00:05:00.004+08:00

yoyo! =DD just watch fin hptx! ^^

so sad sia~! but exciting.. LOL.. hope xue hai wont die! *prays hard*

got quite a few things to say lei.. since nv upload for a few days~

hmm.. like got 3 of my friends gg rebond?

brenda gg rebond then shu zhen and pei qi just rebond.

lols.. saw shu zhen de pic le.. hope can meet up with pei qi soon! ^^

anyway, now super fan bout DCS's lab test tmr..

and tmr need prepare ONOW's presentation..

gg to be super busy e next 2 weeks! haiz~

haven meet up with my clique for quite a while too~

wonder if anyone beside sheena will wanna meet up lor =.=

and and.. my cousin's wedding photo is being uploading in FB le =DD

but now no time upload la.. next time ba.. will shun bian upload my friend give me de present.

lols.. cause that person just went to hk.

but that person dont wanna let others know..

so i shall not say it. like e present very much wor ^^

then pei qi gg hong kong too on e next holiday. everyone is so lucky!

shu zhen got ask me go japan too~ how i wish i can go!

but i think it will be better if i work and save money first

dont think my parents will wanna pay for me.. it's like 1.5k?

i know it is a reasonable price for japan. but it's better if i help pay part of it ^^

i also made a promise to meilin and sheena that when we grow up we will go

japan TOGETHER! =DD hahas.. let's hope that day will come ASAP!

anyone wanna go overseas with me too? HAHAH =x

oh ya.. forgot to mention! went to IMM on thurs with sz and sj..

lols.. eat a lot of things lor.. so many nice food there! =p

then go shop daiso but bought nothing~ =.=

got a cleanser from faceshop..

and i saw a mad chio high heels! =DD

but didnt buy lei.. forgot e price le.. think e shop name is monda?

something like that? but looks weird =.=

e heels quite high lei.. but inside is red color! first time ever i wanna buy that kind of heels =.=

but also troubled bout jennifer's wedding! on valentine's day!

and first day of CNY! will be damn busy that day lor.. rushing here and there! =DD

2010-01-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

@#$#^%&%*^&*&$%@$!$#^$^

LOL.. just now almost breakdown sia! my laptop i on then suddenly

black screen and can only see e mouse de pointer!

lucky i can press ctrl alt delete.. but i login logout no use sia!

then i shut down take superrr longggg then in e end still black screen!

first thing i know? i almost cry la! like last time i login logout jiu okay le lor!

but then i cry ltr my parents confirm think i siao de lor..

and i also no siblings to ask.. so i sms pei qi and shu zhen!

i was like thank god they reply ASAP! really cant thanks them enough!

cause i was in so much shock la! paranoid! idk wat else can i do..

but lucky now okay le.. seriously i'm so afraid of using laptop now sia.

like it can suddenly spoil de lor.. if it really spoil i seriously dont know wat to do?

i one day nv use laptop already cmi liao le.. ltr go fix need months hor..

i can die sia! =.=..

anyway, i shall stop blabbering liao le.. crap a lot these few days. zzz

lols.. wanna complain MRT again liao le~

keep having problems la =.=

today board e train at jurong east lor.. then they let us wait for 15 minutes!

then aft that they say wat it is not gg to go marina bay so

WANT ALL OF US TO GET OFF!! =.=

like so many pple sia.. then missed a train again.. wasted so much of my time.

by e time i reach yishun already raining le.. so went to take 800..

then again e escalator at north point spoil =.=

then wait freaking long for 800 and i finally got home.

should have just walked home! just a small drizzle lor. sian 1/2

last thing, tmr is e open house for SP le.. idk which gate they gg to close sia..

hope it's not e one i'm always using! lols..

and all e banners they put super kua zhang lor!

"I know i wanted the BEST all along" and wat "First polytechnic in Singapore"

like so bhb? and it is e first poly so many pple know le ma..

but because SP sort of like represent singapore ma.. so maybe must kua zhang yi dian

too bad they didnt cancel any of my class! tsk!

heard from sheena, some of jeslin's lesson was cancelled! so good lor..

haahs.. another crap post.. since i super paranoid just now must type more to calm down?

hahs.. must thanks for my friends' concern too! =DD

2010-01-06T14:16:00.003+08:00

back again! LOL.. recently keep blogging at sch sia..

currently waiting for shu jun and shu zhen to arrive from their GEMs..

lols.. so sad lor.. i've got nth to say to kang le and winnie sia =.=

haiz.. last time still like good friends de.. anyway, my elective kana cancelled again =.=

this is e 4th time liao le.. b4 holiday de 3 weeks i wait for him 1 hr he didnt turn up..

now is need to sign e attendance then can go =.=

but like that also good la.. dont need to go for his lesson. HAHA

today while walking to sch so sad sia.. normally is okok de?

lols.. cause walk past e 725 there.. then got one path of yellow flowers..

so nice lor.. and can smell e flower somemore! =DD and it keep falling down sia..

hahas.. think it will be a lot more wonderful in japan la!

somemore is a SAKURA tree! and PINK colour somemore! OMG..

how i wish i live in there la. HAHA.

then i saw 2 parents taking their 2 kids to sch..?

reminds me of e times when i was their age.. haiz..

i was with my cousin then and.. everytime she will bring us to school everyday

lols.. and buy a lot of things for us too =DD

wonder if she is happier in e other world? cause i dont think she is really happy in this world.

then jiu super sad.. haiz!

anyway, e mrt a bit sot sot de la.. today stop a while when we reach JE lor =.=

and and now sz arrive le.. waiting for sj.. wonder if i shld audi? HAHA

2010-01-05T12:32:00.002+08:00

yoyo! =DD must blog more often! HAHA

currently having computer hardware lesson. think gg teach e linux or smth ba.

e teacher already wasted 32 mins of our time le lor. =.=

every lesson sure waste at least 45 mins of our time.

lucky there's no test for this module la. TSK!

and and... forgot to mention that shu zhen came to my house last sun.

LOL.. she live in bukit merah still come all e way to yishun sia! =DD

but is cause we need to submit web publishing hw le.. so need to get help from me.

lols... didnt help much too lor. think my webpage too plain le.

and just now teacher gave us back our MST paper le..

i cant believe my maths can get FULL MARKS lor =.=

somemore is test on A MATHS sia! singapore is snowing liao le!

HAHAH. anyway, teacher start lesson le. CYA soon!

2010-01-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

[WARNING: LONGGG POST]

yoooo! ltr gg school reopen le wor! damn sian! HAHAHA.

my webp haven finish. wat's more tmr sch starting at 8am!

waking up at 5am. damn sian can! anyway, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!

LOL! first 2 weeks of my holidays totally slacking.

then from wed then start to do webp nia. LOL..

still got 2 more need present de project on tue and thurs but did NTH.

how cool is that? HAHAH. so tmr aft sch need stay back.

siansation! sch end at 5pm still need do project =.=

5pm mrt already packed.. wait till 6 plus or 7 i think i dont even need to go home le. TSK!

!@$@%#^$%^&^*(%$@$!$!$@#@#

anyway, got a new audi de cpl.. like after dont know how long?

dont wanna shui bian cpl le.. waste my densssss sia..

that time break like 500k gone? =.=

that guy chainer de lor.. hahas.. good good!

dotn like to play with pple who dont perf well =x

or we dont really perf tgt. but he perf a lot also la.. and same timing ^^

so.. at least that's a good thing.

lols.. think i am coping better with e "sch is starting tmr" thing...

last sem i just break down and cry? if u all rem that super sad post.

hope this sem is better. no more break down please!

so these few months i avoiding to listen to sad songs. if not it's be hard to

control my emotions. lols.. a bit sad when listening to insomnia? idk y too.

this is that time poly life just start and i everyday when gg to or back from sch

also listen that song =.= so now listen le reminds of me how sad i am that time T.T

and till now i still dont dare to listen to "When you're gone-avril lavigne" =.=

guess when i am sad all e memories just flash back. TSK!

and.. everyone writing down their new year resolution or watever u call it..

so i shall follow e trend! =))

1. Dont ever get upset over the same things over and over again!

People carry on with their lifes and so must I..

DONT GET STUCK IN THE PAST ANYMORE! IT'S OVER ALREADY!

2. Please please please try to study as hard as I can.. already flunk my sem 2 de

results. at least get a 3 for this sem! JIAYOUS!!!

3. Stop being so lazy!! Clean my room and throw away all those sec school books that i dont need!

[yayaya.. aft 1 whole year i dont think i even throw away 100g of paper from sec 4. TSK. it's in e cupboard 1 whole year untouch! should prove that i dont need it.. can throw away SOME le la. LOL] and and.. if anyone interested in running please ask me! i wanna train for nafa(dont know how to spell) next year sia. althought i know i incline pull up, standing broad jump and shutter run all cmi =.= only sit and reach can pass? although my hands doesnt look long to me.. and most importantly slim down la! =DD

4. Be more outgoing! =DD i not giving attitude or anything ok? just shy and seldom talk to guys nia =.= i think i only give my uncles or people i dislike attitude. some of them are damn irritating!

and of course if i am sad or damn angry i wont speak a word. LOL. must believe. i can whole day at sch dont say a word. can ask my sec sch friends lor. just too emo to care bout things around me. so I shall try to talk more! =DD and of course find a job during march! MUST MUST MUST!

5. lols.. 4 doesnt look like a good number to me.. shall add one more.. but idk wat to write le?

hmmmmmmmmmmmm..... maybe wish that i can meet that special someone in my life? i know it kinda sounds dumb! LOL. sort of envy my cousin. tgt with her sec sch crush! LOL. she YJC he SP. now it's e opposite =.= but of course got gf le la.. currently no crush lei. poly has dont know how many thousands of pple? but i'm stuck with my class sia. no CCA or other activities. =.=

saddening..

=DD seldom see me type so long de lor.. hahas! enjoy my post.. but get sad that sch is starting in hours! HAHA. jkjk. NEW YEAR NEW START! ^^

P/S to sheena: I wont forget u forever de la! LOL. all those memories how to forget?

must SMS me everyday wor! ^^

2009-12-28T19:50:00.002+08:00

hello~! LOL.. sch gg restart le wor. hahas.

but TP already re-open sch liao le.. poor sheena and grace. hahas

currently watching chnl 8 =DD

see e chen li ping and dont know who keep fight?

reminds me of that time sg e "super famous" de neighbours.

lols.. they also can put cctv, spotlight and keep film each other.

they also keep fight until got lawsuit..

those reporters also go their house lor. =.=

now gg watch xin qing do dong yuan? super touching too =DD

and and ytd watched e chnl u de movie.. The promise!

so nice sia! but i dont like e ending lei. tsk. dont understans

anyway, today actually gg watching alvin and the chipmunk with shu zhen and her bro

but in e end i late le.. so didnt go also. idk if they mangae to catch e movie.

2009-12-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo.. back le.. spent my first whole week of holiday slacking! =DD

keep play maple and watching show.. sad that i seldom talk to pple on msn T.T

i used to keep say yooo to pple but either their irritated or i am lazy to keep this up already.

y am i always e first to say hi? like everyone else doesnt if care =.=

and e weirdest thing is idk wat to say to my BFFs? okay.. my sec sch clique =.=

planned to go out this holiday but like all so busy or no money. tsk!

it's getting worse and worse each holiday o.0...

being far away is a very terrible thing. lols

anyway, hope can go out la. but maybe only sheena and I 2 pathetic person liao lor.

but, i got ask grace to come over my house =DD

i think she is e most willing to come de ba. hahas!

i think i promised to update bout my cousin's wedding?

i'm waiting for e photographer de photo to be uploaded lei..

but idk when e hell is it gg to happen! zzz

cause i dont think i got take any pictures =.=

since there's a photographer there ma. sian!

ai ya.. continue rotting at home ba! anyone wanna ask me out? HAHA.

i will gladly accept =x

2009-12-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

haiz.. tmr gg test on Datacomm le!

today wake up at 10am decide to study. but then idk wat crap am i doing whole day la.

until 4 plus then start my GEM assignment.

do until super atrocious.. then 6pm when to take nap until 8..

and until now i studied nth! damn wonderful right? LOL.

a total of 9 chapters but i am stuck at first chapter. zzz

anyway, e acer person coming on thurs! idk got warranty ma.

if dont have then i like waste my time call them? =.=

my next entry i will try to upload my cousin de wedding photos!

wait for me wor~! now must study first! =DD

2009-12-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo! sian 1/2! tmr got computer hardware de lab test and online quiz!

scare dont have enough time lor.. and ltr need "dissect" e CPU again.

and e thing damn heavy la! zzz. somemore e online quiz is 50 qn for 20 mins?!

wth lor.. 1 min do 2 to 3 qn.. no time for me to think lei! @#$%@$%#

hahas.. recently got one guy keep say those weird weird or mushy stuff to me. LOL

pq say he got say to her also? those siao de pple. funny de lor..

he crap with me then i also crap with him. i keep tell him i dont believe

but he keep say he not that kind of person. =.=

and i told him my fren say he also said e same thing to her.. they he okay nvm! haha.

but still talk to me lei =.=.. nvm lor.. jiu continue crap lor.. since i also nth better to do.. hahas

recently msn nv talk to pq le lei.. sad sia.. talk to her need see mood de.. HAHA

lols.. cause like everyday chat with her de ma.. then now seldom chat le. =.=

jiu nv chat de shi hou a bit emo.. then nowadays is chat with poly friends.

like e distance between me and sec sch friend is further.

and somemore jes is moving to farrer park there la! sooo far.

wont be able to meet for dinner le! T.T

2009-11-29T20:59:00.002+08:00

today went out and spent a lot of money =x

went to bugis de OG to shop shop.. hahas

my mum bought me a branded bag o.0

lols.. only cause there's 50% discount! LOL

a GUESS bag. hahas.

and i super love e shoes i bought! <3333

but quite high lei.. not used to it.

and met shu zhen there. lols.. keep meet her when i go out lor.

then aft that went to woodlands to meet aunty and cousin.

but cousin not in e mood to buy lei. haiz

and finally, saw ah grace on e bus home!

wahahahs. but i also emo abit. haiz

cause we like so close de friend but cant sit tgt with her lei.

like saw each other also nv talk. and i cant leave my mum alone and talk to her ma

like that like i leave my mum alone there. so jiu sms her. =DD

hahas.. overall, today is happy and sad. LOL

will be super busy next weekend!

and i have a lot of hw haven do sia! !#%$^$&#^@#%@#%$^$%

2009-11-25T22:07:00.004+08:00

ai yo.. sian.. waiting for my new moon to load =.=

oh ya.. btw, went to sch with pq today sia! hahahs.

sooooooo nan de la! i think it's e first time since poly starts lor!

hahas.. sooooo happy =DD! but it's cause i late for lesson then can meet her.

both our sch start at 8.30 lor. one at woodland one at dover.

confirm is i late de ma.. hahas.

lazy to do my OC de draft sia~~~ idk wat topic to write about.

anyway, didnt go for GEM(elective) today.

e teacher was late more than 40 mins. and i didnt stay any longer to wait for him.

anyway, when i went off half e class already gone le.

so i dont think it matters also. hahas

today i finally manage to eat big breakfast! =DD

now i think i so y so many pple from sch nearby come my sch to eat le.

cause big breakfast is only $4.50 in my school! LOL

so aft eating went to e library to watch 50 first dates with shu jun and shu zhen.

hahas.. e room super big lor.. and we still put our leg high high on e chair! hahah.

2009-11-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

hahas.. here again le wor~! this week too busy liao le.

so not gg to upload pics! and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA!!! =DD

hahas.. guess u all can survive without pics de la.. =x

i nowadays cant view my inbox using my googlechrome sia.

zzz. dont know i anyhow click until wat le. so need go IE view. T.T

anyway, just now keep talk to friends. lols.

then like keep talk y i so sad. got many times almost cry sia.

but luckily i tolerate it! OMG cant believe it! hahas.

anyway, i now normal again liao le =.=

loading my tao hua xiao mei.. still got hai pai tian xin sia.. hahas

dont feel like doing my hw sia.. super lazy.

think i just now is too stress bout hw le.

and now is back to heck care mode =.=

dont know y i worry like siao just now sia. zzz

and.. sheena de bir celebration last sat was super fun =DD

she didnt expect us to buy de cake and those pizzahut de

pple sing e song until so loud. hahas.

at first they like buay song us lor.. think is cause e boss arrive liao 0.0

cause when we first arrive we super noisy and they all like pretend nv see us.

we spill 2 cups of water lor.. hahas.

but they suddenly treat us so nice sia cause of e boss.

when we spill e first cup of water also pretend nv see.

then we jiu ask them clean up lor.

then when we spill e 2nd cup hor we haven even say anything...

they jiu " nvm nvm.. it's okay" 180 degrees change la. TSK!

watever la.. they also trying to earn money ma.. hahas.

shall stop here le =DD

2009-11-11T22:20:00.003+08:00

lols.. just a short update ba.

tmr gg meet up with cousin! =DD

she coming SP to tour tour.. hahas.. i'm e tour guide! ^^

anyone want come also? or can book another session! hahas

must jio pple come my sch =x

then maybe gg do nails with her ba.. since sz cant do with me =(

hahas. my first try doing nails!

cause i'm gonna be bridemaid! wahahas.. didn't expect so fast can be one.

soooo looking forward to it.. shld be quite fun =DD

just that 2 days aft her wedding is my test sia!

no time to study on weekend lei.. pathetic!

will try upload pics next time! wait for me wor~~~

2009-11-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

yooo....! lazy upload pics lei.. zzz

nowadays msn also like nobody talk to me..

everytime i talk to pple first de.. LOL

must find smth to do.. hahas =DD

anyway, tmr got lab test la!! $%#^#^@

lazy to study lor.. need study motherboard sia T.T

i keep telling everyone i only know how to identify battery nia. hehes

lazy study~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

idk wat else to say liao.. =.=

oh ya, TALK TO ME IN MSN! LOLLLL!! ^^

2009-10-24T00:09:00.006+08:00

hehes.. back le.. gg upload pics le wor! =DD

a picture speaks a thousand words!

today when out with clique to celebrate mei lin de birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILIN!! 17 LE SIA! =DD

ate at dhoby ghaut de just acia.

e food not bad lor.. and FREE FLOW OF DRINKS AND ICE CREAM! =DD

i look weird in this photo=.=

e ice cream that sheena loves A LOTTT! but melts easily lei..

LOL! at first i saw this pic i thought is jeslin sia.. =.=

yummy yummy!!

Outing with grace, pei qi and sheena at last sun..

e out of shape star~

ate at BBQ chicken.. we all ate until SUPER FULL!

i wanna try this next time! super nice can! but a bit too much pepper =x

my ....? i forgot wat did i order =.=

looks artistic seh! ^^

something irritating happen just now sia..

when gg home got a guy approach me lor. =.=

ask me wat credit card thing =.=

Guy: "...................(i couldnt hear wat he was saying =.=) credit card now?"

Me: "err.. no"

Guy: "oh? really ah? u still student?"

Me: "yes"

i was like wth lor.. i dont look like student meh? zzz

that guy also dont look like gg da san or wat..

and i kept walking while he was talking. wahahs!

i mean that time got pple also mistook me also lor..

Uncle: "So late then go home. busy studying for exams huh?"

Me: "ya."

Uncle: "oh.. PSLE huh?"

Me: "no.. O level...."

Uncle: "..."

LOL.. i also dont know wat is wrong sia..

one year ago look like pri sch kid. now dont look like student? =.=

2009-10-19T02:09:00.002+08:00

i know i shldnt be blogging at this time of e day and sch's starting tmr.

but after turning here and there 1 hr on my bed i suddenly find myself crying.

up till now i still cant stop my tears. i cant stop crying!

i think i really need someone's attention but i dont know who to turn to.

i dont think i've trusted anyone completely b4 and i dont tell anyone bout my problems.

i dont know why and everyone's asleep now. even if i need attention no one would care.

i dont even dare to wake up my parents. i dont know who to trust.

why must i feel sad only after i knew i've lost it?

this is not e first time already. maybe i'm really having depression =.=

guess i shall stop crying and go back to sleep T.T

2009-10-16T00:26:00.000+08:00

=DD tmr gg out with clique again.. or maybe not really.
currently only jes and sheena nia =.=
think this shld be e last outing b4 sch T.T

anyway, i just now read a book it sounds so interesting.

In the Oxford School Dictionary, ‘Justice’ is defined as ‘being just: fair treatment’.
Bullshit.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about giving that terrorist the death sentence.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about jailing that rapist.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about punishing that boy who bullied the girl.
In my dictionary, Justice is about fighting for yourself: Just yourself.
In my world, Lady Justice doesn’t do her job; I do her job.
If I am born as a deer, I will hunt and kill tigers.
If I am born into a poor family, I will rob the wealthy of their riches.
If I am born without legs, I will break everyone’s legs.
If I am born hearing impaired, I will slice off everyone’s ears.
That is Justice.
My name is Lilith Ng and I am HIV-positive.

LOL. think that girl really hates de world. but i also very pity her.
think u all shld know wat happened to her. cant blame her also but her thinking is wrong.. haiz
anyway, sch's gonna start!
here's my time-table.

2009-10-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

This song totally describe how i feels. Enjoy! =DD

LYRICS

la la la la la la
la la la la la
la la la la la la

Walking past you through the hall
Stopping by to give you a call
We've been through it all
Talking to you saying our goodbyes
Can't believe that we are leaving
This is the end for us all

Yeah Yeah Ohh

And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry
And why does this have to be so hard
Yeah yeah ohh
And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry
And do i just say goodbye
Should i laugh or cry

Everything has just disappeared I cant deal with it
I barely got to say goodbye
Best friends forever that's what we used to say
Now everything is flying away

And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry
And why does this have to be so hard
Yeahhhh (why does it have to be)
And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry
And do i just say goodbye
Oh ooh oh oooh ohhh

I just wish that everything was the same (the same)
Now all the memories floating away

Yeahhhh ohhh..

And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry
And why does this have to be so hard (so hard)
And how do we say our goodbyes
Do we laugh or cry
And do i just say goodbye
Should i laugh or cry

2009-10-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

okay, i wanna blog with a lot of pics de but then maybe just put up 4 for today.
LOL. thought e programme is suppose to help me upload a lot of pics but in e end only can upload 4 in a post. zzz
anyway, thanks for all yr concern but i am fine now. it doesnt even hurt.
e dentist shld have give me e painkiller earlier. aft taking out my tooth is doesnt really hurt lor.
my toothache hurts much more than that. dont know why she gave me e painkiller. =.=
i thought it will be unbearable pian....
so just bear with 4 photos first. =DD

trip to wy's house

SG flyer( my skirt is so damn short! regret wearing it! zzz)

sentosa: sky ride! (very exciting! a pity it ended quickly!)

2009-10-04T22:39:00.003+08:00

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR CONCERN! =DD
hahas.. e night i say i was gg for "operation" in msn so many of my friends came to jyjy for me!
^^ anyway, tmr need to go liao. it may be nth big but it really sounds disgusting lor. OMG!
somemore will swollen a few days sia. no face go out.
anyone wanna visit e "patient"?? i will be happy to welcome u de wor! =DD

anyway, i also wanna upload a lot of pics bout my holiday la.
but i these few days playing maple and watching drama. somemore uploading pics is such a troublesome thing. need to wait for such a longgg time. but i had quite a lot of fun with my friends. hope can go out again wor! but pq de sch start le.. haiz. dont know can go visit her with my condition ma.

lastly, i know my house is having a lot of flies around le la. i will TRY to update again while i am stuck at home? Cya soon!

2009-08-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

ZZZ. DAMN IRRITATED NOW!! I CANT FIND E STUPID DAMN LETTER AND THIS FREAKING BLOGGER WEBSITE STILL LIKE THAT.
WTH.. DONT NEED GO FOR ORAL TMR LIAO LA. DONT KNOW WHERE E HELL E LETTER WENT...
MAYBE THROW IN E BIN LIAO LA.WASTE MY TIME SEARCING HIGH AND LOW FOR IT.
STILL NEEDA STUDY FOR MY TEST DE LOR.. EVEN IF NV GO I ALSO DONT CARE LIAO LA.
KNN

2009-08-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.. back liao =DD
now mood quite good. but very sian =.=
those aunties playing mahjong at my house again. haiz
i wanna upload pics lei. but e stuoid blogger web like smth wrong.
zzz. internet explorer and mozilla also. T.T

anyway, maybe next time ba. hahas ^^
dont know y everyone ask me for advice or is it i am a good consultant? =xx
especially when guys wanna jio girls or got relationship problems sia.
zzz. haiz~~

another thing..! Jesse McCartney rocks! =DD
Wahahas! all his songs damn nice lor. and u all shld hear him sing live!
OMG! his voice is so wonderful. ^^
ai ya. nvm la.. i see e blogger de page until sian liao.
Promise to update REAL SOONNNNN!!

2009-08-11T01:19:00.002+08:00

haiz.. lazy to update again.
recently watching 终极3an国.. LOL
e show quite funny.

anyway, having 2 presentation this week and i've done nothing at all.
zzz. watever la.. sian diaos! i wanna go Da Vinci Gallery.
but guess i will never have e chance le. T.T

damn short post~ =DD

2009-07-27T13:47:00.002+08:00

okay, finally return liao le =.=
didnt know i didnt blog for 2 weeks liao la.
first time updating blog during lesson.
currently having java lesson, damn sian.
think i give up on every single module liao le.
CMI to go to 2nd year! confirm de lor!

wanna upload pics but maybe e next post, when i have time
=DD keep telling myself to study but in e end i kept playing games and watch drama nia.
zzz. hopeless~~~

2009-07-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

=DD
shall post a happy post! and forget bout e previous sad post. hahas
went out with mei lin today! like finally went out again.
went to tampiness! it's gonna be one of my favourite shopping centre soon.

intended to buy shorts and clothes de lor.. spent $50 today=.=
and i didnt buy a single piece of clothing or short! zzz

bought all e winnie de stuffs =xx there's tooo much temptation there.
actually havent buy enough lor. wanna buy another puzzle. many i have in my cupboard liao.

took bus 39 home and my EZ-link no money lor!
then i walk 2 times to e front to pay $1.90!
$1.90 FOR ONE BUS TRIP! wth lor. so unfair when i have to pay adult price. GRR!

anyway, gg this fashion to buy clothes sooon le la.
my cupboard is really empty. haiz~

2009-07-03T01:07:00.003+08:00

i didnt want it to be like that. just wanted to talk more often now that we r not close tgt anymore. didnt know i will cause any disturbance. haiz. i didnt wanna trouble anyone.. but guess i am now? maintaining a friendship is clearly not as easy as i thought it's going to be. that reply invaded me with sadness but thats nth i can do now. nth can make it go back to e way it used to be...

i'm just replying late.. not that i am really that busy that i cant chat with someone? it really means nth when i reply late.. when i ususally does anyway. lols.

2009-06-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

getting damn lazy to blog. haiz
totally no mood for sch or any test~
okay. new report on my condition? sleep at 8am in e morning everyday!
guess many pple's eyes r popping out right now. hahas!
8am in e morning.. keep playing maple recently.. lols.
keep chiong my lvl =DD..

and aft i off my com i will read twilight on my phone.
good thing that i can use my phone to read.
reading in e dark so my parents wont nag..
cause they wont know! lols
have e whole twilight saga in my phone now =DD
it's a kind of application so i can read it anywhere i want
and no need to bother to carry e thick book around!
got sims 3 inside too.. but i dont think its exactly e same as e pc type.

e most weird thing is i saw 1 H1N1 scan =.=
like hell it is accurate.. but.. got another thing!
pei qi tio H1N1! all thanks to her stupid sch! got H1N1 still dont want close.
wth lor! now her class like got 4 pple infected le?
haiz.. wish SP will give us holiday also! =DD

2009-06-23T17:15:00.003+08:00

keep rotting at home these few days. haiz

planned to go out with friends but no one suggested any outing at all.

only for poh guek de bir and not many turned up?

in e end still didnt went out with carely...

looked at a lot of photos in fb and reminded me of e past..

i wanna go back! LOL.. let me escape from reality!

aft this week will be my test le! and during e past 2 weeks i did NOTHING at all.

dont know wth am i thinking. =.=

want to jio pple but i also dont know who? most of them went back to sch already

and e rest r quite bust doing projects..

this photo was taken at e library. sheena keep choosing e layout. lols

and my laptop sooo lan! not even a single effect for webcam! zzzz

2009-06-16T01:23:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging.. hahas
current mood : happy... and for a stupid reason! LOL
just online and wanted to blog.. and yes, i just online at 1 plus am =DD
grace asked me y so late then online.. hahas
i told her 1 am is still early for me!
think my "condition" is worse liao.. or maybe it just went back to e way it was
cause during my 6 months of holiday i used to sleep at earliest 2am..
latest 6am.. hahas. that was when my mum woke up and i join her for
super early breakfast. when to sleep after she went to work. hahas

wondering wat am i doing? sometimes i'm also quite amazed myself =xx
normally i offline then went to read storybooks.
last time reading twilight saga.. now, library books... ^^
and i spent e whole of tonight reading a storybook.
yeah, i know spending 6hrs reading a book is just pathetic slow?
but i am always slowwww.. so watever..

2009-06-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

blogging liao~! ^^

haiz. wanna go out but i'm saving money for my samsung pixon =DD

i kept nagging my mum to buy for me but she kept ignoring me =.=

went to watch monster vs alien with grace and pq few days ago.

3rd time watching 3d de show =DD

however, it was quite troublesome. e only places which have 3d movies r vivo and tampines.

so, in e end, went to tampines this time.

like e very start of e movie! they show e space..

then got rocks (or watever u call it..) floating around and it totally seems to be real

just that we r pulled down by stupid gravity =.= LOL

another thing.. I'M SO GONNA GO TAMPINES AGAIN!

there's sooo many winnie the pooh's stuff there!

FYI : PQ and i r practically gg crazy over there! cause there's also mickey mouse de stuffs there.

hahas.. so damn happy! and i bought a winnie the pooh grow in e dark puzzle!

u can say i am childish or watever =x.. but all thanks to grace and pq de persuation?

cause i dont intend to buy ar first. didnt brought enough money

i did it deliberately so i wont spend a lot.. but in e end still bought it =DD

i thought i was gg to have a hard time putting it tgt...

BUT...... i only spent bout 1 hr or so? LOL

i'm so proud of myself.. (actually there's only 108 pieces =xx)

2009-06-08T00:10:00.002+08:00

1.who was your last text from?
Grace~

2.where was your profile picture taken?
....?

3.your relationship status?
Single.

4.have you ever lost a close friend?
Sort of.

5.what is your current mood?
Idk?

6.how many sibling do your have?
None.

7.what's your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
......

8.where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere in my own word.

9.have a crazy side?
Maybe?

10.ever have a near death experience?
Thought so. When i was trapped in that stupid lift during e Malaysia trip. =.=

11.angry with anyone?
Duh...

12.what's stopping you from going for the person you like?
The idiotic side of me with no courage to say out my feelings? lols

13.when was the last time you cried?
Idk? but i still cant believe i cried on e bus! =.=.. think i was more shock than anyone else~

13.is there anyone you will do anything for?
ya?

14.what do you think about when you are falling asleep?
if i am falling aslep i would be dreaming already and sometimes i forgot bout it when i woke up =x

15.who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Idk?

16.what is your favorite song?
Too many to mention. But definitely singers with good voice or songs with good lyrics =DD

17.what are you doing right now?
This quiz of course =.=

18.who do you trust right now?
Hmm.. i dont know? I dont even think i trust myself... =.=

19.where do you get the shirt you are wearing?
My sec sch...

20.haved you kissed someone in the pass week?
Nope

21.who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Alvin? =.=

22.describe your world in one word
Meaningless.

23.who are you thinking of right now?
Idk?

24.what should you be doing right now?
Nth. Maybe i shld sleep early. LOL

25.what are you listening to?
Told You So [ Jesse McCartney] seriously a nice song =DD

26.who was the last person who gave you a hug?
No idea....

27.who was the last person who yelled at you?
My mum?

28.do you act differently around the person you like?
Maybe? definitely nervous ba..

29.what is your natural hair color?
Black.

29.who was the last person to make you laugh?
hmm.. sheena?

30.who was the last person to make you sad?
If u mean real sad.. it shld be her death.. and some other memories..

31.what do you hear?
Sound? music? noise?

32.is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.

33.has anyone called you "scrumption" before?
No.

34.do you have a best friend?
Ya? and it's not A.. there shld be more than one =DD

35.held hand with th opp sex in the past three days?
Nope.

36.do you use smiley faces on the computer?
DUH.. ^^ =DD T.T many more~

37.have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Doubt so.

38.are you happy with your life right now?
Think it's okay. but maybe missing smth? o.0

39.are you currently jealous?
Hmmm....?

40.what jewelry are you currently wearing?
Nothing.

41.what were you doing on friday night?
Hope I am still out with my friends =DD

42.have you ever have your heart broken?
Zzzz.

43.have you ever broke someone heart?
Think so. regretting it everytime i think bout it.

44.is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
No idea.

45.what was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Idk? but shld be more than one year since i went to e doc.. LOL

46.how late did you stay up last night and why?
1am plus? that's my usual time.. zzz

47.have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
No.

2009-06-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

haiz.. wanna go out with friends also so hard?
at first i was very happy then we at least can meet once a week.
just met them ytd.. but now we wanna go out on holiday seems impossible?
when jes and wy de holiday starts pq already when back to sch..
then for next week our timing dont match =.=

another is... MONEY problem~~! watching on weekend is too ex.
wat's more, we're watching 3d de movie =.=
haiz.. my budget for is holiday is $50 in total! hope i can survive...

anyway, gg out with poly de friends on wed..
cause of another stupid project from IDEA again!
think time is project is bout shopping?! zzz.
actually is bout how those pple working treat their customers.
our teacher even call us to act as gays and les to see their reaction? LOL..
weird~~~ and i will never do that.. hahas

haiz... think i gg fail my MST..
how clever of SP to put our exams right after e holiday.
leaving us to die on our own for 3 weeks... studying!
like hell i will study! =x maybe e last week ba.. hahas
but there's a lot that i dont understand! T.T

2009-05-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

hahas.. blogging again! okay.. now i not emo liao~ =DD
MY MUM STRIKE LOTTERY BECAUSE OF ME! hahas..
i told her i dreamt that she will strike lottery last week.. 4060
but then last week she didnt win.. luckily she bought today
cause that no. did came out.. hahas.. maybe my dream got e date wrong =x

anyway, i wanna buy so many things! wanna jio my mum to buy new phone for me!
heh! haven ask her.. cause think she might reject me =.=
she didnt win much in e lottery also. hope i can get new phone! ^^
and... i wanna buy contact coloured lens! dont know if i will have e money. haiz
wats more.. holiday is coming! so must save money for outings with friends!

and... e most dreadful thing..! i'm having 3 tests tmr! up until this point i studied N.O.T.H.I.N.G!
pathetic.. gone case! ka-put! LOL. totally no mood to study.
esp network essentials. i see e slides also sian. think of e teacher even more SIANNNN!

2009-05-30T23:27:00.004+08:00

haiz. suddenly emo again T.T
talking to pq in msn now.. saying how we wont be able to meet up often? =.=
guess we will only go out when it's somebody's bir? pathetic.
haiz.. i dont wanna be emo.. but i guess this is just me. emo kid? lols.
anyway, currently listening to simple plan's WELCOME TO MY LIFE...
[NOTE: e song will only be playing if you're using explorer.. not in firefox]

The lyrics to "Welcome to my life" by Simple Plan.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside youre bleeding

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think Im happy
But Im not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

2009-05-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

suddenly wanna buy a keyboard! lols.
i wanna learn to play on my own but doubt i will last? hahas.
and my CCA also dont have le.. T.T
haiz.. so now violin and piano gone case.
really regret nv join string emsemble.
but ml says she is learning cello cause toooo many pple learning violin.
so even if i join i also dont know wat to do?

haiz... i want to play piano! zzz.
guess i really like music.. all my CCA involve music.
when i was pri 3 i join choir =.=
but of course is my mum force me join de. LOL
e teacher everytime call us to sing and her will give us sweets.. hahas..
but i nv have e guts to sing infront of pple.
and my sings ia atrocious la..
then aft that pri 4 to 6 join emsemble and play angklung?
it's a kind of malay instrument...

then sec sch... intend to be librarian..
i put CO as my last choice but still got in =.=
wanted to quit however, dont have e guts again.
but i never regret that i got in..
althought first year was torturing! and hours are longggg~
when i first got in i dont understand y all e seniors r always so happy?
and i was training like siao until my hand got blisters..

but during sec 2 i finally understand.. LOL
also dont know y but i also very happy? it is kind of amazing for me =DD
then now..... SIGHHHHHH!!!!
no CCA liao! i dont wish to join CO..
cause i dont think it will be e same and there will surely be a lot of pple?
wat's more.. i play until so lousy. zzz
then piano and violin also cant.. guitar also cant..!
wth can i join? =.=

crapping a lot of stuffssss.. a simple keyboard drag until my CCAs! hahas
btw, today met with ml and sheena ^^
went to lib with ML.... I WANNA READ TRUE BLOOD!
think i am really into vampires now =DD
but not those scary scary de la.. and definitely not e "chinese version" de. hahas!
those with pale white face, red cheeks, long nails, arms always stretch out and always have amulet on their forehead??
wonder y there's so much difference...?
got western and chinese version de.. hahas.. or is it modern and old? LOL

2009-05-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

haiz.. trying to blog ever weekend~
anyway, finally my "debate" and presentation is over~
wondering wat else is coming next... =.=

met pq, grace and jes ytd to watch night at e museum 2..
quite nice.. hahas! nowadays like so busy lor..
and everyone mood not good.. so please dont affect me if yr mood is not good!
easily affected.. nan de i nowadays not so emo~ =DD

at first go np de LJS.. then full liao..
so went to cinema there de. so huai nian! used to go there aft sch T.T
so aft e movie we went to bishan.
and i think now we have less topic to say?
i guess it's inevitable that all of us will change..
and pq like not so high liao~ hahas.. she last time talk a lot
but now no common topic..
even if module same, we also dont talk much? haiz.

2009-05-17T01:01:00.005+08:00

hmm.. recently busy with sch de stuffs.. so lazy update.. LOL
normally when i reach home i would be too tired liao.
haiz.. i need to debate next week.. and got a funny project from IDEAS =.=
anyway, met with friends on wed! hahas..
at first meeting all at 4.. but grace and me release early..
so we meet at np.. when i reach np grace just left her sch =.=

so went to library to borrow books.. felt like an idiot lor..
bag so heavy until there's no place to put e books and yet i borrowed 4 thick storybooks? lols.
and e library so noisy all those sec sch student go in walk merry go round like that..
laugh until so loud =.=

anyway, wanted to read until grace arrive de.. but then i suddenly cough until like siao..
until tear come out lor.. zzz. so in order not to cause noise pollution i went out of e lib..
then wait at ishi murai? dont know how to spell la.. then blah blah blah...
go buy bag with grace... then wait for sheena to arrive.. go library again and then pq arrive..
in e end we didnt eat dinner lor.. cause my treat need to wait for next time again..

and we saw shawn and nonis at e library lor.. shawn walk right in front of us but ignored us..
hahas.. then pq stilll *ahem ahem* but he still ignore =.= tsk tsk...

another thing.. i finally get to go out with my poly friends! hahas.
so damn happy lor.. really like finally.. i know we r getting along just fine..
but i dont think we r really close yet lor.. so gg out with them is consider as a new experience also
although it's credit to e weird IDEAS' project...
but its hard for us to meet us.. cause we live quite far apart..
and i really hate mrt.. and imagine taking it alone =.=
sian diaos lor~ but happy that we finally go out le~ =DD

2009-05-10T22:28:00.012+08:00

here to upload some pics i took recently! hahas.
pics for my bir celebration! hahas.
went out on fri to causeway with ALL my friends to eat sakae..
totally nan de all e 8 of them came.. some i persuade until siao then come.. hahas
really appreciate their efforts! =DD
and we finally took pic of all e 9 of us! ^^ my wish is finally granted! lols
and... then to pq de house during my bir(sat) actually is grace and sheena
needa do project so pq and i just go for fun.. moreover, they need my wildlife book.. hahas
intended to go library.. but we forgot is vesak day =.=
so in e end go pq de house.. hahas! then aft that i went to my grandma house to celebrate mother's day.. and my bir also? lols

my cousins and i.. only 4 r girls.. e rest all guys.. LOL

candid? hahas

finally e 9 of us! =DD

and everybody kept looking at us =.=

nan de e 3 of them took pic tgt sia! =DD

hahas.. e action everybody like to do.

everytime i took a pic of e table.. 1 hand will surely come out..

normally it's sheena. but this is pq's hand.. lols

at pq de house... she own 3 laptops?? hahas..

jkjk... i belong to me and e other one's grace..

2009-05-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

haiz.. dont know if i shld go join e string emsemble a not..
i wanna learn violin~!
ml joined liao.. and i am e one who suggested it..
but then think 1 of e guy from my class joined also =.=
so i reconsidering.. hahas!
it's not that i hate him or wat la..
but most of e guys in my class keeps scolding vulgarities..
and it really irritates me.. so my impression of them is not that good..
no offence though! =DD
and another thing is.. they have camp lor..
i swear not to go to any camp aft e sec 3 camp.. LOL
totally hate camping.. if that CCA is gg to have a lot of camp then i dont think i gg join liao.
so....... I DONT KNOW IF I WANNA JOIN A NOT!! HELP~~~~~~~~!!!! =.=

2009-05-04T22:22:00.006+08:00

y everybody think he is wooing me? =.=
i dont even think this way lor.. shld be some bo liao guy anyhow
add me then just flood me with qn.. LOL

anyway, today's same as any other days..
super boring at sch... i really dont understand xiao wan zi de lesson lor.. haiz
then lazy read her notes.. hahas..

think maybe that guy not that bad ba.. at least he apologized..
really didnt expect that.. hahas. but still it's rude to scold at pple. esp girls! hahas.
shld be more gentleman ma.. haiz.. anyway, his apology accepted le la..
shu zhen dont blame him also.. hahas
and here's a pic of my class. not all of them.. those guys at e back is not from my class =.=..
dont know how they get in e picture. zzz

e one on e right side wearing pink shirt is kang le...
then e right side with white shirt is shu zhen..
e 2 other girls beside me wearing black shirt is shu jun(front) and winnie (back) =DD

just now when to facebook and i was like.. LOL.. aft i saw wat wy wrote..
"Wang Yi why is everyone using pillow hit me? HEY I FROM TAKWAONDO DE WAHAHA"
hahas.. she's so funny.. type this kind of thing..

btw, 1 good thing happen today.. saw a shuai ge while getting home.
he was in e same bus with me.. LOL
think he living e block beside me ba.. saw him getting into e lift..
but when i first see his t-shirt logo i super sian lor..
he's from YJC.. =.=.. i want go in also cant.. my result dont know lan like wat.
if not i could save e time and money travelling.. hahas..
but i not sian cause i cant go into that JC.. is some other unimportant reason.. =.=

2009-05-03T21:21:00.003+08:00

change e appearance of my laptop.. hahas.. now it's super pink!
and when u select smth it is black colour. wahahs!

anyway, trying real hard to get used to poly life.
esp taking mrt during peak hour =.=
and i think i still dont know my friends well enough. haiz
i'm still e quiest in my group and i dont eat much at sch? lols
but e thing is i still walk infront lei =xx
i hate walking infront.. hahas.. my sec sch fren shld know very well.
and last time my walking speed is e slowest but now..
i walk e same speed and i'm e fastest? HAHAS.. weird?

anyway, my msn got one guy call alvin keep ask me be his fren lor =.=
not that alvin that i knew.. some other alvin. zzz
but also from nyp. idk how e hell he got my msn also..
but think he ask least ask me bout 5 times to be his fren liao..
keep ask for my hp no blah blah blah..
and i keep reject him lor.. but he still keep ask.. LOL
dont know y he wont pai seh or smth de.. zzz

2009-05-03T04:18:00.006+08:00

added a few songs to my blog =DD
songs that i really like currently.. wahahs!
anyway, ytd pq and grace came to my house.. to give me my present..
they told me my present was really gg to be "small" but i didnt get their hint =.=
i thought they gg give me keychain or smth?
in e end they turn up with one big plastic bag with my present in it..
hahas! THANKS SO MUCH! thanks to all e 6 of u who contributed to it =DD

think we gg eat at causeway at sakae next fri.. i really dont wanna complicate things
just smth simple will be nice ^^ but i dont have much hope for it..
seeing how grace de bir turn out.. haiz..
only me and pq celebrate for her during fri.. from 9 pple became 3?
super pathetic.. so i dont have much hope for mine T.T
and now that we r from diff sch which r so far apart, it's hard to meet aft sch.

wy and jes de class both end at 4.. we meeting at 4.30..
but 1 nyp e other np =.= world apart? LOL.. it's only a dot on e map though. zz
anyway, we will wait for wy and will not start eating first de la ^^

btw, cut my fringe a little. like too short..
but think its better this way? my long fringe looks so... ugly =.=
it looks better and easy to tidy for me now.. but no much diff la.. hahas
blabbering nonsense =xx.. almost 4.30am le~~~
i shall go sleep le~! =DD

2009-04-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

finally back to blogging.. dont feel like doing anything nowadays.
totally still in holiday mood. hahas! dont feel like doing poly de hw.. haiz
like it's been so long since i do any. although last time sec sch got a lot hw.
but that was like ages ago and my hw all done last min.
nevertheless, a maths copy here and there from friends! wahahas.

anyway, still meeting up with my friends. trying to meet up every fri or weekend =DD
since we live quite near. think this wed gg out with ml. hahas!

anyway, today de lesson super sian. dont know y all poly de teachers like to talk to themselves.
even if students sleep or hackcare their lesson, they too hackcare u =.=
got 1 teacher keep talk de lor.. reminds me of mrs ho. but of course mrs ho is much much more better. hahas. only when it's gone u will appreciate it. anyway, kang le gave that teacher a new name. xiao wan zi! hahas.. cause her hair looks like it =x

dont know if i can live through e first semester. all e lessons r hard to understand ad all those teacher nv slow down but just continue. they dont even bother to ask if we understand. zzz
i'm gonna suffer~ T.T

AND AND AND.... kang le today keep tell us bout a lot of scary stuff.
wat genting, kbox and cant take pic with 3 pple and blah blah blah
shall not mention too much. ltr i cant sleep. =.=
and winnie already chua dio dont know like wat le. hahas.

2009-04-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

haiz.. always need to wake up 3 hrs b4 my first lesson to get ready. cause meet my friends 30 mins early then need 1 hr prepare.. hahas. cause i always bath b4 i go out then need wait for hair to dry blah blah blah and e rest of e time for travelling.. =.=

quite used to my sch now.. got there a few times jiu wont lost le. ml is good with maps and i good at memorising e paths. so we were nv lost! lols.. but e thing is sometimes i always take e lead when walking with my friends. guess they still not very familiar with e sch? lols

anyway, tmr finally meeting old friends again! cheers! =DD
but got a lot hw lei.. haiz.. dont know can fin ma T.T
trying to change new blogskin! ^^

2009-04-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

haiz.. 2nd day of sch le.. still handling quite ok la. =DD
e thing is that we keep laugh a lot. HAHAHAHA
but i think if shu zhen is not there we might not talk that much. so was quite glad she was there. like we talk more and she keep laughing. LOL

anyway, MY ZOO TRIP!! T.T
damn stupid.. have to get sick on that day and cant go =.=
i prepared everything but then head super giddy and feel like vomiting.. so i couldnt turn up.. haiz. so sorry. wat a waste! wish we can go out soon. keep jio pq to go.. and also to buy grace de present.. WAHAHAS.. maybe gg stay at pq de house on sat.. anyone wanna join?? ^^

2009-04-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

haiz.. think that e fact that i got into SP hit me real hard now.
e fact that i am really separated from my friends.
i think i can just cry within 5 sec at anytime.. haiz
keep crying... DAMN! =.=
anyway, tmr flag day ah~ think matbe wake up at 4 plus or 5.
cause 7 need reach sch. zzz sian 1/2
dont think any of my friend will come.
either they r busy with orientation or dover is way too far for them. haiz. but maybe i am lucky e place for my course is dover.. ml de is at tpy lor. lols

i still didnt really have any close friend. no one from my class even live at north. wat pathetic luck! oh ya.. ml de class got 1 sec 5 guy from our sch. hahas. last time i every morning bus class with him de. hahas. such coincidence? and i saw jia en that day too. but until now i haven eaten anything from e canteen. really hate eating at crowded place. somemore its so new to me. haiz.

2009-04-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

haiz.. diu lian ah! I TODAY CRY ON E BUS! T.T
i really had no clue y also. =.=
cause its around 7.40 and i suddenly wonder
wat i would be doing now if i were still in sec sch?
then suddenly feel like crying.. b4 i knew it i cried T.T
i keep trying to hold back e tears and e 15 min ride is a torture to me.
think i cried THREE times? LOL. cause aft i was gg to calm down i thought of smth else again.. then i cried again.. zzz. i was gritting my teeth and holding my ez-link and i can break it into 2 lor. hahas. but lucky i did cry anymore..

i finally understand wat it feels like to take mrt during peak hours.. esp morning! zzz.
when i first saw how crowded yishun mrt is i also super shock? zzz. nv take mrt train e morning peak hours b4.. HAHAS. and my laptop was so heavy.. somemore i need to bring tmr. zzz

anyway, e games we play not so lame la.. no forfeit all those.. e most lame de i think is hold hand and pass hula hoop. hahas. my class got 16 pple and 7 girls? made 2 new friends.. shu zhen and kang le =DD both quite good. haiz.. have to face e same crowd tmr! T.T

2009-04-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

after i post e previous post like suddenly we all miss sec sch so much.. lols. pq also wrote a short note bout all of us then grace sent us sms and think jes also doing a post? LOL.
anyway, gg my orientation tmr le! 9 to 5 pm T.T pray hard that i will make it through!
=DD tues more worse.. 9 to 8 pm.. 11 hours! wth lor.. then wed like nth on e time table! wish dont need to go to sch! wahahas! e most weird of all... thurs we have FLAG DAY!
i nv know poly students still have flag day? hahas! watever.. tmr still need bring laptop to sch T.T.. wish i can cope with my poly life ^^

anyway, not having chat with friend bout this sat de outing? should be gg zoo and at night go wy house stay overnight! woohoos~! ^^

2009-04-09T00:56:00.130+08:00

hmm.. today went out with grace, jes, ml, pg, pq and sheena.. watched handsome suite. was quite funny actually. but e movie was really longgggg~ in e end pq went back first followed by ml.. then e rest came to my house. shortly aft that grace went home. and we played monopoly.. hahas! and we finally get to see grace and jes de new phone.. hahas. this shall be e last outing for us b4 poly life starts. haiz

finally upload finish all these post.. and this window dont know lag like wth? zz
anyway, there's 125 pics. HAHAS! glad i took less then 1 hr to uplod all these =.=
i could have use photobucket. but e photo size is sooo big.
this post is bout my sec sch life, dedicated to my friends too! ^^
most of e photos u might have seen it.. but it tells a story now =DD

think i shall just write smth bout each of my friend =)))

---SHEENA~know her since sec 1 but wasnt that close. until sec 2 when she was always with jes and being in e same CCA brought us tgt =DD. i muz admit sometime she over reacts and always LOL but that's just her.. hahas. she can be a bit irritated sometimes but i will miss her when she's not there to... erm.. pull my hair? hahas!

---PEIQI~ although we r from e same CCA but i wasnt that close with her until sec 3 when we were in e same class. and aft that we chat almost every night at msn! hahas~ she can be really high sometimes.. seldom see her emo now.. =DD

---POH GUEK~ hmm.. got to know her cause of jes and sheena? we were never in e same class but then we suddenly keep going out as a group. a very smart girl indeed. lols

---JESLIN~ e person i think i have a lot of fate with.. same class with her during sec 1.. and then when we were sec 3 we suddenly have a lot of fate.. same class, CCA, instrument, elective, english band and even chinese band.. everything is e same.. wat more can i say? we have a lot of fate! hahas...

---MEILIN~ know her since sec 1 and she is really a good fren. hahas. but think she is very poor thing cause used to be "bullied" by her friends =xx i used to think y we were only in e same class during sec 1.. and now we r in e same poly and sch.. LOL

---WANG YI~ think i got to know her mainly cause of CCA and since she's in e same pri sch as jes.. her network is really huge like there's no one that she dont know.. hahas. a very tall girl too ^^ and e one who seems to find me funny for dont know watever reason? hahas

---CARELY~ had quite a lot of fate with her too.. was in e same class with her for 4 years. but i felt really sad for her when she had to repeat sec sch.. i believe she really did tried hard.. and y did she get this kind of results? haiz.. life's really unfair...

---GRACE~ got to know her when she joined CO during sec 2.. then cause of tricia's present we were brought closer tgt.. i used to walk with her to her busstop almost everyday and we talked a lot =DD

so i got to know most of my friends from CCA but not entirely..
i nv thought that i will end up with them too.. hahas.
anyway, some of e photos r candid and hope my friends forgive me! hahas.. here goes~

SECONDARY ONE

think this photo was taken during e celebration of national day? but i was not in it. hahas

where am i?! am i inside? dont think i can recognize myself =.=

i had quite a fun time at this class. esecially e 3 joker at our class. LOL.but someone i rem clearly was mdm tai (idk how to spell her name =.=)was being called out of e class at her first lesson cause of my earring.zzzi did quite badly that year. mainly cause i was always talking to felicia and nv listen to lessons =xx

SECONDARY TWO

this is a photo made by many A4 size papers. during that time, we were so embarrased!

we have to take individual photo somemore. zzz. and just nice he saw me when gg out for recess! diu lian ah~ T.T

CO~! think i shld dedicate a post to CO also. hahs! but i dont have e time. haiz

[credits to pq]

so, as i said,, i did badly and end up in 2ED.was friends with theresa that year. but was always sandwhiched between her and felicia. LOL. cause felicia was sitting beside me and theresa infront of me. e first 1/2 of e year i was still slacking. but then i woke up to my senses and suddenly worked harder.. and that's how i ended up in 3EB... i can never regret my decision to work hard =DD

SECONDARY THREE

[credits to pq]

SECONDARY FOUR

[credits to pq]

[credits to pq]

SECONDARY 3 & 4 is e best part of my sec sch life? i was in e same class as most of my friends and we spend almost everyday tgt =DD. and i got to know this big clique of mine ^^

however, i always did badly for a maths and bio and my eng is always border line pass or fail. it is still a miracle to me how can i pass my a maths and fail my eng? =.=

anyway, e sitting arrangement during sec 3 was according to reg no. and rachael was sitting behind me and latifah was infront. and everyday i can hear rachael sing.. LOL

then sec 4 jes was sitting beside me and grace, stephanie and pq was sitting in a row..

MY SECONDARY SCHOOL

e path we used to run for NAFA test. lols. when i first got into e sch i walked along this path to e front gate. it was so stupid of me not to notice there's actuallly a back gate. zzz

staff room. i dont think i've even go in there up to 5 times? hahas.

i always hated my old phone camera. dont know since when there alwaysblack thing on e bottom right =.=

this pic always reminds me of e librarian.... pathetic library. hahas

[credits to sheena]

scary~ i'm afraid of heights! lols

[credits to sheena]

tada~ my beloved form teacher, mrs ho! =DD
sorry that i didnt have e time to look for pics of other teachers. =xx

my class! T.T

we used to always chat in class during recess after we ate. haiz~

smth we will always do when we go to e toilet. especially after PE!

oops! ^^

HARDWORKING DAYS

oops. carely got caught playing DS wor.. hahas

someone is misusing my phone! lols

photographic "memory" is better than seeing e time-table everyday =D

one of our hang out place aft sch ^^ there's still mac, LJS and coffee shops near e sch..

really miss xiang si wu~ T.T

SCHOOL'S "EVENTS"

happy toilet project =DD

level 2 girls toilet at class rm block.

i've only helped a few times cause mrs ho dont like too many pple in e toilet? so in e end only committees decorate.
[credits to grace seah]

[credits to grace seah]

this was taken e last time i go there. when i go back to take my results?

racial harmony day~ i swear i'm not gg to wear e "costume" anymore.. but it was really fun and most of my friend wear it. hahas. but dont think i will have e chance to do this kind of thing again.

e scrabble thing that involves almost e whole sch =.= but at least we did break guiness world record =DD

sports day~ there's also other sports event like cross country. and only e first year was memorable. haiz. reminds me of him again =.=

sec 3 camp! a very memorable event too~ e first "real" camp that i had. (cause we didnt did much during sec 1 camp =.=) but thanks to those opal leader, i didnt do much of e sports. hahas

OHITIKA~ lols

prom night! never expect myself to turn up actually. spent a lot of money on a few dress but in e end wore e dress borrowed from my cousin T.T

where is wy looking at? lols

flag day~ did it for only once and we went to sooo many places. not to forget that wy was super lucky that day. hahas

funny reaction from sheena. hahas

BIRTHDAYS

think this was taken during sec 2. was at jes de bir at her house ^^

we normally celebrate friend's bir by gg out and we will all share money to buy smth for her

sheena and yk's bir chalet~ though there were a lot of conflicts but in e end we did enjoy and i wish we can go again! ahahs.

yummy yummy~

obviously i'm not e one who took this pic. its dark outside e window~ creepy. lols. no offence =xx

can never forget how many times we try to see e sunrise but only watched for 5 mins in e end T.T

pq's bir for this year ^^

we played monopoly and wy always win. it's not just win but her money is more than e bank =.= a pro in monopoly? hahas. played 3 times with friends. even played today when they came to my house. disney edition de monopoly. hahas!

celebrated grace and me de bir. eating at sakae.

pq and pg playing DDR.

like i've always said, grace and jes r good at this. hahas

seoul garden~

they're just avoiding e camera. not that there's smth nice behind them. LOL

pizza hut~ only went there once though.

at another sushi place? i love SUSHI! <333

not to forget e chicken rice that cost us $7++

we also love to take pics at e mrt.. lols

library.. only went there once cause we got tons of hw to do? how i miss copying a maths hw... hahas

at KBOX! woohoo~

sheena's hand! LOLS

it would embarrassing if someone saw us step on e sofa just to take a pic! =xx

bowling~ i really sucks at it. hahas

my twin! hahas. it's just grace. but still dont think we look alike. =xx

grace at my house using com~ not to mention that my house is really messy. dozen of books piling up...

done by pq. hahas. was playing with e sand during CO chalet

grace's BIG palm.. hehes

sunrise~ =DD

blurrrr pic. it's that big christmas tree at vivo. =DD

celebrated christmas with friend starting frm sec 2. hahas

OUR "SYMBOLS"

SHEENA'S "ART"

her fav thing to do after eating? LOL. e word says eat but there's nth left to eat =.=

always trying to tie plaits. hahas

a bun?? i admit she might be quite good at tie-ing hair but this doesnt suits me? dont dare to think how my front view will look like. LOLS

REVENGE*

i'm always e one who secretly snap shot my friend so here's my candid.. hahas

[taken by pg]

[taken by wy]

think it's during mrs ho lesson.. be glad that she didnt find out. ^^

THANKS

think i shld also say thanks to those who support my aunt's shop.. =DD

NEOPRINT

we used to take one almost everytime when we went out. how i missed it. T.T

it's just a simple action like walking to sch with yr friends but we can never do it again.

2009-04-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

haiz.. i'm sure i'm gonna suffer e next 3 years of my life again...
my laptop was quite heavy.. but it reminds me of smth..
how i use to carry my thich tb to sch when i was in sec sch =DD
it shld be bout e weight of 2 tb?? but there was 3 story books
in my bag that other day and i really was heavy. hahas.
but maybe not as heavy as wat my sec bag used to be.

btw, i think there will be a very long post coming up soon. ^^
but there's like 100+++ pics and i haven sort them out =xx
i wonder how many hours it will take to upload e pics?
haiz... we shall wait and see. lols...

currently bored with nothing to do T.T
didnt really play audi or maple these days.
not very used to my laptop so i was lazy to play.
guess it helped kick some old "habits"? lols.
i used to play audi almost everyday =xx

2009-04-02T18:42:00.002+08:00

very sian now. so i came to blog again =.=
meaningless life anyway...
oh ya, ytd's april's fool but no pranks for me. hahas.
how i wish i was back is sch.
at least my april's fool wont be that boring.

and, i just read jes's blog bout her orientation..
damnation, wth is with e chicken dance and cat walk?!
=.=... hope e organizer of my orientation
will be wiser as not to ask as to play these kind of stupid games.
games i'd dread most and i really wonder if i will turn up for all e 4 days.

i'm cursing each day as it passes! hahas.
wishing that time will stop at any moment!
bring me back to e past! T.T
oh.. this reminds me of something!
i wanna watch "17 AGAIN" =DD
hope i will have e money and go with friends to watch?
it'd be quite boring to watch it over e net at home...

haiz.. another issue. gg to SP tmr with ML to configure our laptops.
anyway, i'm gladful that i turn out to be in e same sch
as ML.. engineering =.= thanks to sheena for telling me.
never did it occur to me that i will ever be in engineering sch.
haiz, wat's done is already done. no use regretting.
and yes, i didnt know i was in engineering sch =.=
it was obviously one of my choice though.
but when i say i dont care i really dont give a damn!
i guess sheena and ML knows more bout my course than me...

2009-04-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

haiz.. dont want my orientation to come T.T
really wonder y some pple cant wait for poly to start =.=
i hate playing all those lame games. haiz~

watever, just watch e news. technology !! zz
soon we will be able to use our hp like credit card?
and even pay yr transport fares. stunning!
seriously, i think e advance in technology is spoiling us, humans.

haiz.. i wish i could help in some ways..
i've been spending so much money.
but i just cant find a job.
T.T

2009-03-29T22:35:00.005+08:00

haiz. while waiting for my video to load i shall blog ba ^^
a lot of things happened today T.T
woke up early to go bai bai or was it shao mu? o.0
went to 3 places. and haleiluya!
i fell down while jumping down e lorry =.=
i was like kneeling on e floor? LOL
i admit something else was on my mind and then
e pain brought me back to reality T.T

didnt dare to look at my leg first and i regretted doing so =.=
my right knee was bleeding. zzz
then wait for my aunties and uncles to arrive blah blah blah.
then go bai ji HER. e most miracle thing. zzz
i saw miss chen there? =.=
its so weird la.. e whole cemetry is as big as dont know how many court
and i got to see her? such coincidence.

and and and... haleiluya again! it was raining while
we r on our way back =.=
e rest have umbrella but me and my uncle got a bit
wet.. i guess. i dont really think it matters.
but my mum insisted i change my clothes.
and my knee was suffering from excruciating pain..
ok.. it wasnt so bad. i didnt wanna tell my mum at first.
but i need to ask for plaster? =.=
in e end, i didnt use! HAHAHAHS!

2009-03-28T02:30:00.002+08:00

haiz. finally get to use my laptop! zzz.
i am so gonna hate wireless internet connection.
i cant connect e whole night. was just trying my luck b4 i go to sleep
and in e end it connected. =.= miracle?

wanted to update bout a lot of stuffs and pq de bir pics.
but almost 1 week pasted. so i dont see e need now? HAHAHS!
a bit lazy update recently. zzz
went out thurs with my clique and alvin to watch race to e witch mountain.
so sorry that we didnt call carely. cause e movie starts at 2.15
she would nv be able to make it =xx sorry anyway.

actually alvin also dont wanna go cause only 1 guy.
but pq persuaded him e whole night and finally he agreed.
luckily he didnt run away halfway like wat he did last time. =.=
e movie was quite nice. e boy and e girl both look gorgeous. lols
and i think that sheena and i was behaving like cpl e whole day =.=
we was holding hands half e time and she was lying her head on
my shoulders during e movie. HAHAS!

anyway, hope sheena didnt really took any pics of him and i on e train
just cause we sit tgt and share earpiece? =.=
worse still pq tried to do e same thing.
she only tried. but didnt do it. lols.
i will not snatch away other pple's possession. LOL

one last thing. AUDITION!
i think i can retrain my audi! i totally am NOT suitable for laptop!
i keep MISSSSSS. sian~ even 130 cc4 also miss! i didnt even c6 still miss!
omg omg! sian 1/2! think is my nails too long. keep stuck between e gaps
between e keys T.T

anyway, gg read my book and go to sleep le~ ^^

2009-03-18T19:53:00.007+08:00

haiz. sheena, wy and pq went to watch "coming soon" today.
i swear i am not watching anymore horror movie after coffin. lols
2 horror movies will be quite enough for me in my entire life already.
hahas! i am not such a daring person. =.=
and i finally rem e first horror movie i saw.. final destination!
zzz. i dont rem if i've said this b4. but if i have then just read again ba.
wahahas.

it was a last min decision to watch this show.
and i was just pri sch so i blur blur agreed to watch.
and how i regretted it until today.zzz
some e of scenes still etched down in my mind!
and how stupid of me not to close my eyes that time! =.=
that person's head being cut off right in front of me on that big screen!
and that girl dying in her own toilet dont know for wth?
no one was there and just e wire from e shower head strangled her to death.
=.= so many violent scenes and y is it not NC16?? T.T

blah blah blah. i must admit that coffin is less scary?
just that there so many ugly looking creatures inside =x
and i wasnt really looking at e screen from e very starts. HAHAS!

anyway, here's e pic of my laptop. haven arrive though T.T

a very normal looking laptop indeed.
i only glanced it i didnt even lay my hands on it!
only aft i bought it i rem i haven try e keys!
if its hard to press then.... my audition! T.T
ltr all misssss... hahas! my first priority..
lols. jk nia la. this is their best seller.
they indicated that it is $1590.
but when we bought it is it $1701.30.
thanks so much to GST =.=

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2009-03-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

went to SP to enroll ytd. it was totally not wat i expected? lols
i thought there will be a very long queue just like in RP.
but within 30 mins we finished all e 5 stations! hahas.
maybe cause it is e last day of enrollment? lols
e thing i regret most... my poly and EZ-link card!
it will carry e most ugly pic of me! zzz.
my chin was cut of and my hair all messy
blah blah blah. cant that guy just kindly ask me sit up straight?!
wth is wrong with his attitude?? HAHAS!

watever la. e most amazing thing is...!
my mum bought me a laptop! =.=
totally UNEXPECTED! will reach within 15 days ^^
she didnt intend to buy it for me.
lucky for e great invention of NETS she dont needa use cash.
hahas! my laptop ah~ so happy!
stunning and never expected to possess? =DD

2009-03-15T01:44:00.002+08:00

haiz.. missed out e fun today T.T
that stupid salmon furai! food poisoning! hahas.. JKJK!
after eating 1/3 i was like almost full.
then eat half-way i suddenly feel like vomiting! zzz
and i was e only only eating salmon furai among my friends.
and i didnt even touch e weird looking soup with
white white thing clouding on top.

anyway, went home aft that. glad i didnt vomit out today.
couldnt go to bugis with my friends T.T
so went back home on my own.
it didnt interest me at first. but after reading jes de blog it seems
like they had a lot of fun talking? only talking nia =x hahas!

we went YJC this morning also.
its quite boring actually. i doubt we even stay for 30 mins. =.=
saw quite a few seniors and ex-northlanders there. lols
but none of them saw us. hahas.
anyway, we only hang around e canteen nowhere else.

i was disappointed? it would be better not to let my hopes get high. ever again.

2009-03-13T20:02:00.002+08:00

haiz.. gg YJC tmr. cause stephanie invited us to go there.
think i'm gg there ba. but it trigger back some memories.
just it wont really bother me now. really hope so.
shld i go bugis with them tmr? but bugis is rather boring in my point of view?
lols. but i would like to spend time with my friends.
just that bugis is very far away and i really hate MRTs.. =.=

anyway, e guitar i so wanted arrived a few days ago.
i wasnt wat i expected though.
i guess it had been left unbothered for very long.
and e last string came out. good thing i know smth about instruments.
fixed e string back bu i dont know how to tune it. =.=
almost forgot not all instruments r with 4 strings.
so now i also dont know wat to do. hahas.
so i am also leaving it one side ^^

one more thing. my aunt give me an "wild life fact file" book.
i guess i can stay up whole night looking at it. hahas.
i am really curious about this kind of thing.
though i thought geog is a bit boring. or maybe cause i didnt score well.
on e other hand i am also interested in history ^^
hahas.. curious about both. but reading hitler and stalin for 2 years =.=
writing longggggg essays every history lesson.
not as interesting as i thought i would be =.=
hahas. shall end here. =D

2009-03-10T22:57:00.003+08:00

haiz. too many things happened today. and its not some happy event also =.=
acc pq to her RP enrollment.
waited for 1 hr plus but we haven even reach e first station.
zzz. really take very long.

anyway, i left first to meet up with my mum to pay
for my tuition grant thing. =.=
my mum keep grumbling after paying e $1200.
so said she's not buying me any laptop. zzz
watever la. thought i can finally get 1 but its a total false hope

was real shock when i received e sms.
but i'm glad i made e correct decision.
and that someone actually trusted me so much.
i thought i was never in position to know that much.

2009-03-06T01:36:00.002+08:00

hmm.. shld i go escape with them? hahas
no money! i wanna go lei. since so many of my friends gg
and i've never been there b4.
maybe aft i go in with 1 hr u can see e ambulance arriving!
HAHAS.. jkjk! *touch wood*

i wonder if i look like a clown to some pple?
e 3 of them keep saying i am entertaining?? in wat sense?!
i thought my expressionless face is scaring pple away? LOLS
they keep saying my reaction is funny? am i?
i am normal right? lols?
e weirdest one is wy.. everytime she sees my face she laughs?
is there words written on my face??
i dont see any! zzzz. really dont understand.

and.. i finally see jes worked up again.. hahas.
she was fine a few days ago regarding "that" matter
and now she is angry le? but i already calm down le?
hahas.. those nameless creature r quite irritating actually
so jes is trying real hard to track them down..
but it wont be easy~ haiz...

2009-03-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

haiz.. currently there's some uproar in my frend's blog. zz
also dont know wth did we do? to have someone to hate us so much?
and yes, i used e word US. apparently "they" not only hate my friend..
but us, our clique? i dont even think we did anything that offend other pple?
we r usually e quiet ones that stays with our clique. so wat's e misunderstanding bout???

watever la... btw, my frens went out today and i was stuck home! zzz.
cause my parents refuse to give me money =.=
so i shall stay at home and waste electricity using e com whole day.
hahas! wat a great idea~ zzz.

totally freaked out by those poly stuffs these fews days!
so many stuffs to do and so complicated?
luckily i have mei lin to turn to.
if not i dont even think i can go poly. =.=
anyway, just hope those pple will stop tagging at my friend's blogging.
it's so irritating! =.=

2009-03-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all that 2 u had done for me.
i really appreciate it. i made this huge mess myself
and now my friends r helping me to sort of clear up e mess.
totally ashamed of myself! haiz
it's like i'm always neglecting them?
and expected them to help me when in need.
just wat kind of friend am i?!
it's my fault for not reading instructions carefully....
totally my fault, not yours...
i sincerely apologize. haiz~

anyway, went out with grace today to take her health report.
saw ml and ding yi there. hahas
then aft that went eat kfc. grace kindly spare me some of e drink and
fries.. but i did pay her back money. hahas.
it's against my yuan zhe to owe pple things.
and i dont like it. it makes me feel guilty.
so i always try to pay back watever i can..
guess all my fren knows that very well ^^

so aft that grace came to my house again~ =DD
so i let her use my com as usual.
and tmr ml coming my house. lols
and pq gg my aunt shop cut hair. hahas!
thats all~

2009-03-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

well. those pics from e previous post was not taken by me.
nor from my frens. my phone cam not that good. hahas.
anyway, i was feeling dizzy e whole of today! =.=
something must be really wrong bout me!
maybe i just need some fresh air from being stuck at home so long~

luckily i'm gg out tmr with grace ^^
to take her health report. lols
think gg into rp is so troublesome.
u have to do everything by yrself.
i wonder if u sch is trying to save paper and ink by asking them to print out
forms on their own. zzz
anyway, gg at 11am! it's so early
wat r we suppose to do aft that? hahas.

it's really boring to stuck at home.
a phone call in e aftnoon woke me up from my sleep.
but e good news is my aunty is giving my a GUITAR!!
can u believe it? i dont think i can. hahas!
she did give me a "keyboard" b4 though.
not really those standards one but more like
for kids? but also not really? hahas
it's quite ex according to her....
hope i will get e guitar soon~

although i can perfectly imagine how awful it will sound.
but maybe i will just try a while. ^^

2009-03-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

choir had so many members? hahas. never knew it.

but the girls have nice voices. ^^

chinese dance. their costumes r so nice.. lols

mr han playing the clarinet? it is? o.0

CO~!!

gu zhen solo~ ^^

think they played quite well. didnt notice any big mistake.

only some small ones. can hear liu qing's sound loudly through e mic. hahas

finally a pict with all my juniors! =DD

2009-02-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

hmm.. nth to do now so i shall just blog? =DD
went to do e stupid check up for poly students today. zzz
went with pg, jes and grace at woodlands there de civics centre.
for more details go to jes de blog?
since she already list out everything i shall not elaborate anymore.
dont need to worry bout revealing any parts of yr body? hahas.

but u will have to wait for quite a long time. haiz~
after that went to take photo dont know for wat?
then go see phones~! my samsung pixon!
e phone which pg is using now... haiz.
i wanna buy sia!~ but no money of course
and i need bought 1 more year for my plan to expire =.=
wanna change to student plan but i dont wanna change my number lei T.T

anyway, gg passion arts tmr! wonder how my juniors will perform?
good luck to them all! SYF coming also le~
must be so stress for them.. JYJY!

2009-02-24T12:29:00.003+08:00

here's e only 2 pics i got for sun de BBQ.. lols
i was not in either of e pics though.
pq was using my phone to camwhore but only got 2 pics la.. hahas
hmm.. it was quite sian actually.. haiz
i thought many would turn up...
but to everyone's dismay only pathetic few went =.=

and we click to our clique as usual but i really hate this!
i just dont know why we cant to tgt as a class.
but i also didnt talk to other pple la.. hahas
anyway, i didnt eat much. only ate 2 sticks of satay. lols
got "reprimanded" by some pple. hahas
and only fernando said i got improvement?
i wonder how he knows i dont eat much...?

anyway, we walked a long way esp grace! that poor thing~
but e worst is jes and grace RESTRICTED me to go near e sea T.T
so sian la... but it was very dark.. i can hardly see a thing =.=
to summarise it was quite boring but still i'm happy there's at least 1 class event? =DD